Its Tuesday morning. 5:30am
Your alarm gos off, You click it on the first ring. You already know todays going to be a bad day.
You get up, Put you hair in a bun with no extension in. A little bit of makeup on, then you put on a Sweater & sweat pants. You brush your teeth. & The walk down stairs to see a note form your mom
Makenna,
Me & Your dad had to go to work early. We wont be back until 6 ish. You'll find something to eat. We love you xoxox.
- Mom & Dad
You look at the clock to see that its only 6. You have an hour. You make something to eat & then clean up. That took about 15 minuets. You texted Mia to make sure she's still taking you to school. She is.
Your phone rings. You look to see who it is & it says Unknow
"Hello?"
Unknow:"Hi Makenna"
"Who is this!"
Unknow: "You'll find out soon."
"Whatever, What do you want!"
Unknow: "I want you too know. None likes you. I mean. The whole school hates the thought of you"
"I Kinda get it & already know!"
Unknow: "Just making sure"
CALL ENDS
You're boiling inside. "I HATE YOU" You scream. Meaning that you hate your life & everything in it.You pull it together. & Here a car horn. Its Mia. You walk outside with your bag & You lock the door. "You seem made" Mia says when you open the car door. "Someone just called me unknow telling me everyone hates the thought of me, I'm done with this shit." You scream "Makenna, You'll be fine, I'm here." Mia says to comfort you. "Thanks" You say. "Welcome"
You get to school. Its worse there. In English & Algebra,Everyone laughed at you for no reason. Just to piss you off.Gym you got your clothes stolen & someone pulled your shorts down. Lunch, You got food poured on you. The rest of your classes were hell as well.
Everyone called you ugly & said you were worthless. After school you don't bother finding Mia. You run home with no care in the world. You don't bother finding Blake or Eliot. You just wanna DIE
You get home unlock the door & run to your room. You get the razor & cut your thighs open.. 20 times. You cry & cry. For an hour just wanting to die. You get a text from Blake.
From:Booboo
Wanna hang after school tomorrow?
To: Booboo
If I'm still alive then
From: Booboo
Whats that mean
To: Booboo
I hate my life & I want to die. No big deal
From:Booboo
You're fine. I love you G2G
To:Booboo
Whatever & K
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You start to cry. "None understands.. None! None knows about my cuts because I can't trust anyone.. Uh" you yell.
You lay in bed with 1000 things trapped inside. You can't eat because.. You can't. You can tell Mia is not going to stick around with you for any longer because.. Your problems.
You go on facebook. Your shocked for yourself. You try to find why everyone hates you. YOU FOUND IT! It was a fake account the whole time. "Pretending to be me the whole time" You shout. "Telling all my friends & people I don't even know that I sleep around, Suck dicks for free, & called everyone a bitch & a whore." You said
You got mad, So mad you cried. You try to explain how that was a fake account but, None cared or believed you. "It was worth a try" you tell yourself. You had people making videos on you.. Saying you sleep around. People wondering if you killed yourself yet.. You were sick to your stomach. with the thought of you own self.
People were making you hate YOURSELF now.. Your parents got home. You pretended to sleep so you wont have to eat. Your to depressed to eat. Your mom comes in. "Makenna, I'm home." She says quietly "Are you hungry" She asks again. You moan "No" You say.
"Okay, I got KFC If you want any." She says while leaving the room.
You get up & take a shower. The cuts.. they burn like hell. It feels like someone pored acid in them. "Thank god it only lasts a few seconds." You say to yourself. You get out of the shower. Not caring what you looked like.You get right in bed right when you get to your room anyways.
Hours past, You know your parents are asleep, You can't sleep. You look at the clock its 1. You can't sleep with all this shit running around in your head so you don't. Hour after Hours its 3 now. You havn't slept yet.
You go on facebook. You see that the fake facebook was deleted. You were happy about that but, people were still making fun of you & posting video after video. You close the computer.
"People need to know words hurt" You say out loud. You see the clock. Its 4 already. You mom comes in to see that your awake before she leaves for work. "Your up early" She says. "I never went to bed.." You say looking down. "Why?" "Its nothing.. Mom, Can I stay home, Please" "No, Schools important & you know that." "Fine" She kisses you goodbye & leaves to room. You fall asleep for the hour you have..
Wednesday?
