In Memory of Lycans..🐺🩶

The fourtieth howl..

Joshua and Jun, who followed Wonbin, entered a room and saw a girl lying on the floor covered in blood.. At the same time, they saw Hoshi leaning against a wall and crying.. As soon as Hoshi saw Joshua, he ran over and hugged Joshua's legs and started crying louder..

🐯 *sob* Shua hyung.. *sob* I.. I.. was wrong.. *sob* For the.. mistakes I made.. *sob* I.. was punished.. *sob* I.. lost my.. child hyung..

From what Hoshi was saying while crying, Joshua realized that the girl who was covered in blood was Hoshi's daughter..

🤴🏼 What happened Soonyoung-ie..? Why did these things turned out like this..?

🐯 I.. *sob* wanted.. *sob*

🤴🏼 Okay.. You need to calm down first.. Then let's talk..

Joshua calmed Hoshi down by gently patting on his the back..

🐯 I just wanted Seungcheol-ie hyung's pack.. I didn't want to ruin any of your lives.. Hyungwon hyung came looking for me one day..He said that if I help him get Hannie noona, he will help me become the leader of the pack..

🤴🏼 Did you ruin everything to become the leader of the pack, Soonyoung-ie..?

🐯 I.. I'm sorry hyung.. I was blinded by the power..But that night, after capturing Hannie noona, I went to where the pack was, but there was only empty land.. At least there wasn't a dead body.. I lost the opportunity to become a leader.. I went back home as usual, but even though I stayed home for a while, since there was no message from Hyungwon hyung, I took Jagiya with me and left the house.. I didn't even tell Seokminie noona because I knew that if I did, she wouldn't let Jagiya to go with me..

🤴🏼 You can't even imagine how much we searched for you..

🐯 I'm sorry hyung.. I made the wrong decision that day too.. Even though I took Jagiya with me, I couldn't took care of him.. Hyungwon hyung kept telling me about the leadership of the pack and made me do his shitty works.. I was lucky to be with Jagiya when he had the baby..I was the first to hold my little boy.. But I didn't get much time to stay at home.. Sometimes I had to stay away from home for months to do the work assigned by Hyungwon hyung..

Tears fell from Jun's eyes as he listened to these things, but Hoshi didn't see them..

🐯 Once, when I came back to the house where we were after a month and a half, he took the child and left the house.. I found out that she had gone to Seokminie noona.. So I didn't go looking for him again.. Because I knew that Seokminie noona would take better care of him than me..

🤴🏼 Then why did you go back there and bring Wooza with you..?

🐯 Hyungwon hyung had released me from his work at that time.. That's why I went back to bring Jagiya.. When I went, I found out that he was pregnant again.. I asked him to give me another chance to take care of him..He agreed to come back with me.. But he said he would leave my boy with Seokminie noona.. I had to agree to it even though I was reluctant..

🤴🏼 What happened after that..?

🐯 After coming home, I didn't get to spend much time with Jagiya.. Hyungwon hyung called me back to his work.. I started living my old life again.. At least when my daughter was born, I couldn't be with Jagiya.. One day when I came home, he was packing his clothes.. I knew he was getting ready to go back.. So I waited until he fell asleep and took my daughter and ran away.. I raised my baby girl alone.. But after a while, I realized that as a Appa, I couldn't raise a girl alone.. So I took care of Amber with the help of a nanny..

🤴🏼 You shouldn't have done that, Soonyoung-ie..

🐯 I know hyung.. I still regret my decisions today..I took care of Hannie noona and Luna during that time.. In the meantime, Hyungwon hyung realized that Hannie noona would never like him.. That's why he told me to kill Seungcheol-ie hyung.. I wasn't brave enough to do something like that, hyung..At that time, I received news that Seungcheol-ie hyung was trying to transfer his son's school.. I told Hyungwon hyung about it and gained his trust, and I made a plan so that neither Seungcheol-ie hyung nor his son would be in trouble..