I'm Half A Heart Without You Niall Horan..

14. Rafaella understands that Niall doesn't love her like she does..

I didn't even care that it was raining. I went outside to find Niall.
Niall: Why are you outside without an umbrella? You will get sick. You aren't wearing any jacket.
Rafaella: I saw from the window that you were crying. Why are you so sad my angel? It is cause you love Monica and not me? Are you with me only cause you feel sorry that no one will ever love me?
Niall: That's not true my beautiful princess. I love you with all my heart,he say and played with my hair and a piece of hair fell off.
Rafaella: What is wrong with me? Why is my hair falling?
Niall: Let's go inside my princess. You are already so wet and I don't want you to get sick.
Niall took me inside and put me in bed.
Niall: Sleep my beautiful princess.
Rafaella: Can you cuddle me and sing to me?
Niall: "I can be your hero baby,I can kiss away the pain, I will stand by you forever, You can take my breath away". Have a nice sleep my princess. I'm sorry. Love ya with all my heart my beautiful princess., he said and gave me a sweet kiss on my lips.
Niall  went into the toilet and started crying. He was holding the piece of Rafaella's hair on his hands.
Niall: Rafaella is dying and it is all cause of me..
Next morning Niall called Rafaella's mum to come and talk  before Rafaella wakes up.
Anna: Why did you call me?
Niall: These are Rafaella's hair. Her hair started to fall down. I don't know what to do.
Anna: Don't tell her anything. I don't want her to know and she will not go to any hospital. You understand me? They will kill her before her time.
Niall: I'm worried if she is pregnant. That will kill her in 4 months. We must found another woman to carry her baby.
I woke up and listened to Niall and my mum talking.
Anna: Why is she pregnant now? I told you not to do anything.
Niall: Sorry I couldn't control it. I wanted to show her how much I love her. She is my whole world.
Anna: Don't you  do anything with another woman until this all over. I want you to make her happy. 
Rafaella: Good morning mum.
Anna: Why are you wearing this stupid hat?
Niall: That's my hat and it is not stupid..
Rafaella: More hair  fell. That's why I'm wearing your hat.
Anna: Let's go inside to talk Rafaella.
Mum took me inside to talk. Niall started crying and called Monica.
Monica: What do you want Niall? Miss me?
Niall: I miss you. I want you to be my friend with benefits for a awhile at secret. No anything serious. Just having fun. Do you accept it? Be my Temporary Fix.
Monica: I will think about it.
I was waiting  my mum to talk to me.
Rafaella: It passed 5 minutes and you didn't say anything. What's wrong?
Anna: Do you love him?
Rafaella: He is my everything. The reason why I'm happy and strong and so sad and weak at the same time. Yesterday he sang to me to sleep with his beautiful angelic voice and he was telling me how much he loves me..
Anna: Stop falling in love with him and his sweet words. He is lying just to make you feel better.
Rafaella: I know he doesn't love me but I adore him anyways.
Anna: Just because he can't love you the way you want him  doesn't mean he doesn't love you with with his all.
Niall: Your mum is right my beautiful princess.
Anna:  I will leave you two alone,she said and left..
Niall: Don't be sad my princess. I will always be here for you. Till the end.
Rafaella: You mean till the day you die?
Niall: Yes I will.
Rafaella: I don't believe you. You are lying to me. You are an entire book to me but I'm nothing but a chapter to you. No chapter, a word better  say.
Niall: You were a broken glass but I still touched you even though I knew you could get hurt. I should leave you alone but I can't. You need me. You need my love and I will give it to you.
Rafaella: You don't love me you only feeling sorry for me.
Niall: I don't feel sorry for you my princess. I love you, he was ready to kiss me but i push me away.
Rafaella: I have enough love for both of us but it means nothing if you are here with me and you think of Monica. I want someone who loves only me and not also or I would say only Monica. Go away now. Choose who you want. Me or Monica...I just need to sleep now. Go away.
I lay in bed and I immediately fell asleep.
Niall: I already choose my princess. He called Monica and  said it to her.
Niall: Forget what I told you. I love Rafaella and I will love her till the end.,he said and closed the phone.
P.S. Monica: Okay Niall. Your end will be very soon for you and this stupid hopeless pathetic girl.