I'm Half A Heart Without You Niall Horan..

54. Niall realizes that he is dying soon and he breaks up with Rafaella..

I was in shocked. I didn't understood what it was happening.  The ambulance came to take Niall,Harry,Monica and Jade.  I was in the hospital all alone. Then Nicholas and Alice came.

Alice: How are you my sis? How is Niall and Harry?

Rafaella: I think Harry has woken up.He didn't had anything serious. His foot is a lot in pain. They don't tell me anything about Niall and i'm so worried right now.

Nicholas: What if he is dying and they don't want to tell you cause you are pregnant? 

Rafaella: If Monica killed him i will kill her. I will not let her live and i don't care if she is pregnant. 

Alice: What did you do to Monica?

Rafaella: I pushed her from the stairs and i pushed Jade away from Niall and she hit herself in the table. I hope they both died now.

Nicholas: Rafaella is not good to wish for someones else death even if their bad persons.

Rafaella: You love that stupid whore Monica that's why. 

A doctor came to us to announce us how is everybody?

Rafaella: How is my angel Niall? Please tell me right now..

Doctor: He is in coma. He lost a lot of blood and his heart doesn't work good. The other boy has a lot a pain in his right foot but he is awake. The girl that she is pregnant she lost her one baby and the other is clinical dead. She lives with life support. That's it. I'm going to see other patients now. 

Rafaella: She lives with life support. Hahaha. She is gonna die again.

Alice: What do you mean Jade is gonna die again? 

Rafaella: Go and see Harry, Alice and call Louis to come and stay with him.

Alice: Okay i will,she said and left. 

Nicholas: So are you happy now that you are murderer Rafaella? Dont worry. Our dad is a lawyer and you will not go to prison.

Rafaella: The only thing that i care is my angel Niall. If he dies i don't care if i spend my whole life in prison. 

Nicholas:I'm going to see Monica. Someone must stay with her. She had lost her one baby. ,he said and he left me all alone. 

Rafaella: Please my angel. Wake up. I need you. Dont leave me alone in this life. My life would suck without you. ,i said and couldnt stop crying and praying for my angel Niall to be okay and wake up. 

A nurse came to say something to me. 

Nurse: Are you Rafaella? Niall has just woken up and wants to see you. He keeps asking for you. 

Rafaella: I cant believe this. He was woken up. It is a miracle.  Let me to his room please. 

The nurse let me to Niall's room. I saw him and seem so weak and so pale and sick. He looked like he was slowly dying.

Niall: Where are you my princess Rafaella?

Rafaella: I'm here for you my angel. How are you feeling? .i said and sat next to him in bed.

Niall: I'm dying my princess. And you look so beautiful and so healthy like you aren't sick at all.  

Rafaella: I'm trying to keep strong for our baby. This baby keeps me going strong. 

Niall: I'm afraid i'm not gonna live to see our son been born.He is going to be an orphan.

Rafaella: Dont think about this please. You will meet him. You are not gonna die. 

Niall: I WONT AND YOU KNOW It. STOP GIVING ME FAKE HOPES JUST TO MAKE ME FEEL BETTER. I'm so angry and mad with myself. I destroyed our lives. I'm such a hopeless pathetic person. 

Rafaella: STOP BEING NEGATIVE. WHERE IS THE OLD NIALL THAT  I LOVE AND HE WAS ALWAYS SO HAPPY AND POSITIVE.

Niall: That Niall died since the day i gave my heart to you...

Rafaella: Are you saying that you want your heart back? 

Niall: I cant do this to you. You are pregnant. I deserve to die right now. I don't want you to take care of me. 

Rafaella: I want to take care of you my angel. That's why i'm asking you to marry me again.

Niall: NO JUST LEAVE ME ALONE TO DIE MYSELF. I DON'T WANT YOU TO SEE ME LIKE THIS. GO AWAY. GET OUT OF THE ROOM AND ESPECIALLY FROM MY LIFE. ,he was shouting  so loud and the nurse came in with a wheelchair.

Nurse: You are going to move to another room sir. Here is your wheelchair. 

Niall: I don't need a wheelchair. I can walk  by myself.,he tried to stand up but he couldnt feel his legs. 

The doctor came in to announce us something bad. 

Doctor: Sadly you are not gonna be able to walk again sir. Your sickness is becoming worse day by day. 

Niall: I'M NOT SITTING IN THAT CHAIR. LEAVE ALONE TO DIE.

Rafaella: Please my angel. Sit on this chair. I will help you and take care of you.

Niall: YOU ARE SICK AND PREGNANT ALSO. I DON'T WANT YOU TO TAKE CARE OF ME AND YOU BECOME WORSE. But you don't seem like you are sick at all. You seem so healthy. 

I couldnt say to him that i was fine and it was all good with my health. I didn't knew how he will react at it. I started crying. 

Niall: WHY ARE YOU CRYING NOW. I DON'T WANT YOU TO FEEL SORRY FOR ME. I'm setting you free Rafaella. Live the short life you have without me. THIS IS OUR END MY PRINCESS. GOODBYE FOR EVER. 

Rafaella: NO NIALL DON'T DO THIS TO ME. I LOVE YOU. THERE IS NO LIFE WITHOUT YOU. 

Niall: I'm so sorry my beautiful princess. SORRY FOR EVERYTHING. ,he said and he sat on the wheelchair and he went away and he left me alone crying. 

I went to see Jade. She was already clinical dead. She was in life support. She was my mother. 

Rafaella: Are you happy now that Niall broke up with me? Is all your fault. I don't care if i spend my whole life in prison. So goodbye mum. I'm not even sorry. 

P.S.I took her of the life support and she was now dead. I killed her.  I was sitting and waiting for the police to come and arrest me.