Its only been 6 weeks since Luke left and its already killing you. You don't know what to do. You can't eat, sleep, or think. It's just not the same with him gone. It doesn't help that slowly your insecurities start eating away at you as well. Sometime you honestly wonder if your just waisting your time. Your jolted out of your thoughts as you get a Skype call. It's Luke! You run to answer it. "Hey baby!" He says smiling. God you miss him. "Hi babe." You say as cheerfully as you can. "Aww babe what's wrong?" He asks knowing something is upsetting you. "I miss you." You mumble. "Baby girl I miss you too. But I promised everything would be alright. Remember?" He asks. You nod as a tear slowly slips. "(Y/N) I promise you that we're gonna make it. I love you and only you. You're my one and only." You smile slightly at that. "I love you too Lukey. So much." "Alright babe. I have to go but I'll call you when I can. I love you. He says as he blows a kiss to the screen. You catch it as you say "I love you too" and blowing your own kiss for him to catch. You disconnect the call and go lay in bed, telling yourself everything is gonna be okay.
************Time skip************
Its 5 months into the 6 month tour now. Honestly you can't give an answer to how you and Luke's relationship is. There isn't a phone call that doesn't end in you breaking down crying. You know it's his dream and his job, but you selfishly wish he didn't have to go all the time. The toll it takes on your relationship is slowly breaking the two of you. You don't know how much more you can take. Your phone vibrates on the table.
Text from: Lukey
Hey baby. I miss you and I love you. Only one more month. I promised you, and I will keep that promise, no matter what. Love you baby, more than anything.
You smile at the text. You love him, but so much else has changed...
*Luke's POV*
I know she's slowly breaking. I know I shouldn't have toured after such a short break. I know she gets scared there will be someone else. But out of the thousands of faces I see a night, she is the only one I wanna see. The only one I wanna go home to. I wanna go home so bad. I hate that we can barely talk. I hate that I'm the cause for her pain. I hate that we're practically strangers to each other while I'm gone. A tear slowly slides down my cheek at the thought of losing her. What if it all gets too much for her? I need her.
************Time skip*************
It's over. I'm going home tomorrow. I can finally fix everything. I refuse to lose the love of my life. This tour made me realize something. Me and (Y/N) have been together for 3 years. That's not enough. I want forever. I board the plane and take my seat pulling out the little black box, twisting it in my hands thinking. Calum sits next to me. "You ready man?" I smile. "I'm so fucking ready. Ready to be home and ready to keep her forever." I smile at him as he smiles back. We fasten our seat belts as the plane takes me home to my future wife.
