I AM ALISON DILAURENTIS

Chapter three: Tension

I stood outside Emily's house, should I really knock? I missed her. Before I knew I've knocked and within seconds Pam opens the door.

"Uh, hey Alison. Come in. Emily is upstairs!" She said smiling and nodding against the stairs.

I went quietly upstairs, and knocked carefully on Emily's bedroom door and then opened it.

"Uh you may don't wanna see me right now, I know that but I miss you and--"

She hugged me tight and said that she had missed me a lot.

"The others have a little hard time accepting you're back, you know. We've changed--" Emily said as she sat down on her bed.

"I've changed too..." I mumbled quietly to myself.

I sat down in the bed besides Emily. She looked me straight in the eyes. "I've missed you" She says as tears started to roll from her eyes down her cheeks.

"I'm here now, Emily. Everything is going to fine." I said and hugged her tight. She started to cry more and I was close to a break down too. But I needed to stay strong right now, Emily needed me.

She crawled out of my hug and looked at me again. Her eyes was swollen and red from all the crying. I stroke her back, and he let me. She looked at me and leaned in to kiss me, but then-

"Girls are you hungry?" Pam called from outside the door.
Emily pulled away and so did I.

"I should go..." I said suprised about what just happened.
"See you later Ali" Emily said smiling, she gave me some kind of sexy smirk.

I have never had feelings for a girl. She has kissed me before.

"When I kiss you it doesn't mean anything, it's just practice for the real thing." It stung in me when I thought about how cruel I've been to her.  To everyone...

I ran into her room again, without knowing what I was doing. She looked suprised and wondering on me.

"I'm sorry for being such an ass, I was cruel and I know that. It hurts me when I think about it Emily I swear-"

She walked to me, put her hands on my waist. Followed my figure up to my head, and then she kissed me. And I let her.  I kissed her back. This wasn't just a kiss. This was passion, love.

But I was unsure...
    I pulled back "now I really should go home." I said embarrassed. Emily blushed and nodded.

I sat at the brew drinking coffee, and reading a book.
"Hey Alison." A familiar voice said.
I looked up and Ezra looked at me smirking secretly.

"Hi" I said quietly.

"How are you doing? You know after all that's happened?" Ezra said as he sat besides me.

"I'm fine." I said and looked down at my book. I didn't really wanna talk to someone about my private life. And he was kind of pushing me. My private life was private. None of his business.

"Are you sure?  You look-" He started.

"I AM FINE." I said as I stood up and stormed out from the coffee-shop. It's none of his damn business.

Alison he was just trying to be nice.... I thought as I started to calm down. Why did I react like that?