I cried in the toilet after I said that the majority of lunch, but I had the courage to go back out there. I went out there and Justin was waiting outside. I looked at him and walked away. He grabbed my arm and said "Come with me" I followed him back to the tree where we very first sat when he came here. He sat me down and there was silence "Nicole, don't get upset with me, I'm trying to spend a bit of time with my mates before I leave. Please...?" He cried "Justin... You don't get it do you? I wouldn't have cried for no reason all lunch if I didn't feel something for you?" I got up and walked away. Before I could Justin grabbed my arm. "What, I said frustrated. "I... I...." He stuttered. "For god sake spit it out Justin I had enough I don't even think I want to go on to...." Justin interrupted me "Love You Too.." I blushed... I smiled... and sat back down "Urrr....What? I didn't quite hear that?" I joked "Nicole, don't make me say it again, it's a bit awkward..." "Say it Justin!!" "I love you OK?" He said with a frown, then laughed. "Awwww, "Cough"" It fell silent again and awkwardness filled the air.
I went home that day as I fell sick at the start of period 4. I sat on my phone just listening to Justin songs. It was 4'o clock and I heard an knock at the door. I ran down to get it and Justin was there with a pot of Ben & Jerry's ice cream. "Haha I'm supposed to be sick Y'know?" I laughed "Well thought I would be nice and come over, this is for me anyway" He smiled "You balls" I walked inside and sat on the sofa under my duvet. I sat watching a scary film. "Don't scream like a girl yea Justin?" "Pfffftttt" Justin said in such confidence.
Justin screamed a couple of times and had to curl up in the duvet with me. I was scoffing my face with popcorn and Justin was hiding. Bless. He had to leave so I said bye. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I was off all week then the day finally came, the day I have been waiting for, for ages :D
