100 Notes [Cake] {ON HOLD}

Note 13 - Phone - Note 14

25/09/15  12:54pm

Hey Luke

It's bugging me now.

My phone.

Its just sitting there.

On my side table.

Its been so long since ive been on it.

Its been 21 days.

Since I left and started to miss you.

- Cal x

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Calum bit his lip, should I go on my phone?, he put his pencil and notebook down and he slowly grabbed his phone. He held it in his hands for a little bit, because it was cold and he didnt like the feeling of a cold phone.

He moved his finger to the top of the phone and held the button, the apple sign came up, Calum started to chew on his lip with worried eyes. His background popped up, its was a night sky with the word cause im not fine at all... , on it.

He typed in his password, then the WiFi kicked in...

342 missed calls

171 voice recordings

432 Messages

456 WhatsApp Messages

Calums eyes widened, he tapped on the missed calls and scrolled through who called him.

Mike (12:39pm)

Ash (3:44am)

Mike (12:00pm)

Ash (11:55am)

Luke (5:34am)

Mum (22:54pm)

Mali (3:54am)

He tapped on the first one which was Michaels.

'Hey cal!

Umm if you get this please call us back

I dont think your dead at all

Please call or message back

I love you cal  I hope you know that"

Calum smiled sadly at the voice note and tapped on the second one, which was Ashton's. The first thing Calum could hear was sobbing, he frowned but listened.

'C-Cal

I-im so s-sorry

F-for e-e-everything Ive d-done to m-make you want to leave

I-I-im so sorry'

After that all that Calum could hear was sobbing, he wiped a tear that escaped from his eye and tapped on the next one, which was Luke's. Calum took a deep breath before hearing the voice note.

'Calum

I really hoped you died.

If you you didnt, then you should.

Your a worthless, disgusting fag

I bet your a slut

Going around letting every single guy fuck you in the ass

That wouldn't be surprising

Go die already'

Calum bursted into tears after listening to it, he threw his phone against the wall and his shakey hands grabbed his notebook and pencil.

25/06/15 13:43pm

You are right

I am disgusting

I am worthless

I am a fag

I am a slut

And I should die

- Cal