Where am I.....

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My nose was itching like crazy, I lifted my arm to scratch my nose and felt something pull at my arm. I opened my eyes, looked down and saw tubes going into my arm. I felt something on my face, I rasied my free hand to feel what it was and felt tubes going up my nose, like the ones you see on hospital shows. I looked around the room, not knowing where I was. Then it all came back, I had passed out in Suzella's hospital room.

Then it dawned on me, "Suzella" I whispered, I moved to get up but an alarm went off. A nurse came rushing onto the room, "Mrs Coma please lie back down," she said. "Fuck you, my friend's here somewhere and I need to know she's ok, get out of my way," I said, still trying to push past the nurse. "Help please!" she shouted, still trying to keep me lying down. Christian ran in with another nurse, he came over to my side and rested his hand on my cheek, "honey calm down, Suzella's fine, she's doing well but you need to rest," he said before he kissed me softly.

"Why the hell am I connected to all these tube?" I asked, Christian turned to the nurses, they each did a polite goodbye nod and walked out and shut the door behind them. Christian looked back at me and said "well, your hooked up to all these tubes cause it's not only you that you need to look out for." I gasped and moved my hands to my belly.

"I'm pregnant," I said barely even making a sound. Christian nodded and rested a hand on my belly aswell, I started getting panicked and hyperventilating. "I can't be pregnant, I don't know how to look after a baby, I don't know how to be a mom," I said getting more and more worked up. Christian shhhhed me sweetly, "babe we will figure this out, I know we didn't plan this but think about it, we will have a beautiful little baby to share all our love with and spoil to no end. And trust me, I don't know what I'm doing either, but we will figure it out somehow, we have parents to help us out with stuff so don't worry about it just yet," Christian said as he sat down on the chair beside my bed.

I managed to get my breathing back to normal and I managed to ask what I really wanted to ask, "where is Suzella?" Christian took my hand and said "she's in the room next door, she passes out cause she was under such great amounts of stress, they said that the kind of fainting is called vasovagal syncope. But she's gonna be ok, like you she needs to rest just for different reasons." I let out a sigh of relief and laid back down.

"Honey, you go to sleep and rest, I'll be right here when you wake up," Christian said as he kissed my forehead and sat back down. I smiled as I shut my eyes and went back to sleep.

(Next day 1pm)

I slowly opened my eyes and saw Chrstian sat there beside me still, I smiled at him not even bothering to sit up. "So, do we know how long I've been pregnant?" I asked, giggling slightly. Christian smiled, and said "yeah, it's been around a 6 weeks, so we have six more weeks until we can be safe and then at twelve weeks we find out if it's a boy or a girl." I started rubbing my belly and daydreaming about if it was a boy or a girl, then a thought came over me. "Have you told anyone else about little blip?" I asked soundning more worried that I meant to.

"No, I thought yo'd like to know before anyone else did, and were not really in the clear until the twelve week scan, so I thought we'd wait till then," Christian said sweetly. I smiled and we started talking about what the hell we were gonna do about the baby. The nurse I had sworn at came back in to check on me, before she left I said "I'm sorry for swearing at you yesterday, I was just nervous and scared for my friend." She smiled at me and checked the machines I was hooked up to, she looked at my chart and said "well it seems that you are doing extremely well and can be discharged if you wish." I nodded and she went to get the forms.

I sat up and waited for someone to come back to take all the tubes out of me, as soon as I was sat up again a different nurse came back and took all the tubes out and said I could get dressed again. She left and Christian handed me a bag with clean clothes, I shoved him out the door laughing and got changed out of the ugly and uncomfortable hospital gown. I opened the bag and smiled, Christian had packed me a pair of black skinny jeans and a baggy black sweater and my favourite converse.

I pulled them on and walked out the door to see Christian stood outside waiting for me, he took my hand and we walked into Suzella's room. I saw her lying there, with tubes going into her arm like I did and the breathing tubes going up her nose like I did and I just broke down, I fell to the floor crying. Christian sat on the floor beside me and just held me, he pulled me onto his lap and rocked me gently while I was full on crying. I looked back up at her and the crying got louder, I saw Jake sat beside her and it looked like he had been crying non-stop since we got here, his eyes were red raw. I pulled myself up and wentover to him and hugged him tight, he hugged me back tight and we just hugged for a while, supporting each other.

I mean my best friend and his fiancee was still in hospital, "Jake, you need rest. Go home and get some sleep, I'll call you if anything changes, now go," I said calmly. Jake nodded and walked out after kissing Suzella's forehead. Christian squeezed his shoulder as Jake passed him in the doorway, an walked to my side. I sat down in the chair Jake had recently vacated and rested my hands on my belly, Christian sat on the arm of the chair and put his arm around my shoulders. "Hey babe, will you get me some paper and a pencil? I wanna draw," I said and Christian nodded, kissed the top of my head and went to go find some.

"Hey Suz, well it turns out your ok your just overstressed, but there is something I need to tell you. I don't know if you can hear me, but I'm pregnant. Only six weeks so I'm not in the clear yet, but there's a little blip inside me, I hope it gets to meet you, cause your awesome and my little girl or boy needs to know his amazingly cool auntie Suzella," I said just as Christian came back with paper and pencils for me.

I started drawing Suzella, she looked so beautiful, I made it look like her hair was flowing in an invisible breeze. I set it up on the bedside table so when Suzella woke up she would see it straight away. Then I moved onto drawing Christian, he was sat across from me, he had his hair down and his signiture bandana on. It took me slightly longer to draw Christian cause he had a much more defined face, but I managed it. I turned it round to face him and he gasped, "it looks just like me," he said in shock.

I smiled, signed it and handed it to him. "I'll get this framed and keep it forever," Christian said as he took a picture and tagged me in a tweet and sent the picture out to the world. My phone beeped but I ignored it, I knew it was just the tweet. I started doodling tattoo designs for me, I drew 'drop dead' in several different fonts that I wanted to get on my knuckels, and a heart, not a valentines heart an actual human heart, with 'Christian' across the main part. I was gonna get these done when the baby was born, cause I'm not allowed to get tattooed now thatI know I'm pregnant.

I was doodling cribs and little teddy bears when I heard a moan, I looked up and saw it was Suzella waking up. "Quick, Christian call Jake and let him know Suzella's awake," I said and turned back to Suzella, she looked up at me and smiled, "hey, welcome back," I said and Suzella laughed slightly.

"Hey mommy," she said laughing. "You heard!" I replied laughing. Then we started talking about baby stuff and I was telling her how nervous I was about becoming a mother. We stopped when we heard Jake running down the hallway to us, he skidded to a stop in the doorway and just stood there looking in at us. After a moment, Suzella waved Jake over and he raced to her side, the one I wasnt on.

"Thank god your ok," Jake said as he hugged his fiancee....

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If it's short I apologise but here you go

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