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So guys this is the last chapter, I really hope you enjoyed it. lots of love and thank you if you are reading this.
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Days ran away and Josh only stood up from the floor for drinking water or showering, the house was a mess, books where all over the floor, different glasses in the kitchen, clothes spread around the apartment, he wasn't eating, he wasn't speaking, he was driving insane. One day, a week after my death, Josh stood up for showering and I knew that when he went out he would go to the kitchen and drink water so I took a pencil and a piece paper, I wrote his best friend's phone and left it there, I walked again to the room and he was out of the bathroom, he had his eyes red again and that just broke me; seeing him like that, all weak, all vulnerable, I was scared and the bad feeling was now eating my soul and mind; he walked to the kitchen and saw the number, he took it and looked around with a frown on his face, he put out his phone and called Kenn "man, come please" "thanks" that was all I heard from Josh's mouth, he sat down on the sofa and hid his face in his hands trying so hard not to cry. Ten minutes later Kenn arrived and opened the door with the key Josh had left him years ago, he saw him like that and sat down next to him "Josh look at me" he turned to Kenn "I know you miss her but look at you, you are a mess, you have to move on" Josh looked up trying to prevent more tears "its not that easy" he stood up and started walking around the little room "Josh come here calm down" "how am I suppose to calm down, whats going to happen with me, she was my everything" Kenn stood up too and tried to stop Josh "I have no family Kenn! She was my family and now she isn't here why?! Because I left home only to buy this stupid ring, he was killed by an attention seeker!" Kenn stood still looking at him "I'm with you man, but I need you to calm down" I was trying to do something to calm him down and between my desperation I moved a book and it fell down to the ground, Josh and Kenn turned to look at the book "Kenn" he turned to look at Josh "what?" "Do you know who did that?" Kenn turned to him and frowned "no, do you?" "Obviously I do, Kenn, she's here" I frowned and the bad feeling hit me once again, I turned to look at Kenn and he was lifting an eyebrow at Josh "come here Josh sit down and rest" Josh frowned too "do you think I'm crazy?" "No no just rest ok?" "NO!" He turned to look at the book again, I stood in front of it, then I remembered, I was invisible; Josh looked at the open window and smile, just then I realised what was that feeling I had, Josh moved to the window, he stood at the edge and turned around to Kenn "JOSH LEVINSON COME BACK HERE" he laughed at Kenn "I'll be fine Kenn" "and Ell, you've been here all this time and you didn't tell me?" I ran to the window "it doesn't matter now, right? I'm going to see you" a tear streamed down his face followed by others, "Josh come here!" "Kenn calm down, I'm going to be happy" "please!" Kenn walked a step closer to Josh, I screamed at the top of my lungs to see if anyone could hear me but no they didn't in that moment Josh turned to the air, he looked down at the busy New York's street, he jumped and I ran to the window, "NO! JOSH! WHY?!" Kenn was screaming as his eyes were filling with tears, he took his phone and called 911, I could hear everything "911 whats your emergency?" "My best friend just jumped ten floors down" "where are you?" He started saying everything and when he was done he ran to the door and opened it as fast as he could, I ran downstairs behind him; when we arrived I sat down next to Josh's body and hid my face between my knees, ten floors down, he fell ten floors down; down the same window I was pushed just a week before this happened, thats when I felt someone's hand resting in my shoulder, I stood up and turned to look at the someone, Josh was looking at me with a smile in his face showing all his happiness; I jumped into his arms and he whispered "never ever leave me again ok?" "I was never gone, I was just invisible for your eyes"
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And all I can tell you right now is that yeah, there's something after death...
...Happiness.
