Anger

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Damnit! If this is just a dream, why won't I wake up? I asked my professor, and he said I was in grief. No I'm not! I'm just having stupid feelings. This dream needs to end, now. I'm tired of playing games. I wanna wake up to my boyfriend, like always. I want this to end. It's driving me crazy. This feels like an eternity without him. What is this and where is he? Is he okay? God damnit! I need to know if he's okay! I need to wake up!
I've been taking to every day like a battle, charging on and getting things done as fast as possible in hopes I'll wake up sooner. I've been starting to hear his voice in my head, and he sounds so scared. I need to get to him, but how? He's gone. I'm alone. He's upset and I can't get to him to comfort him, he never cries. Something must be horribly wrong... I need to get out of this damn dream and help! This is torture! It's not fair... Maybe I just need to get my mind off of it. Run away, focus on something else. I can't think like this anymore, I need escape.

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