Ana in Control

What is Life

***Love this song***

***FLASHBACK***

I can't stop crying i just can't. Everything is falling apart and there's nothing I can do it's all out of my control. I just thought this summer would be different I thought I'd have friends and have fun and just have an actual summer that wasn't boring and overall screwy. But of course with my luck everyone who I thought I had ditched me one by one and now the only thing I'm looking forward to is going to my grandparents and shopping for back to school.

I thought this summer would finally be good with Lea and Chloe but Chloe hasn't been answering my texts and Lea... well that's a long story.

As the summer started Lea and I had plans to hang out lots and spend lots of time together. And one time I asked her if she wanted to hang out and she just said "No." And that was where it started to go south. Then she had this crisis with a guy and I offered to hang out with her and she said maybe then the next day when I got into town she was busy... all day.

So I got upset and she couldn't understand why I was upset and that made me more upset.

Then she decided to make it into a fight.

I cried.

She never knew.