Not Alone

The Pain

Chapter 2: The Pain

Abigal intertwined her hand with mine, she was shaking with fear. If I had not been telling my self to stay strong, I might be in the same state she is in. But over the years I have learned to control my feelings, until he came along.

By now I knew the door was open and someone was watching us. I stared unto the darkness, squinted my eyes, hoping to see something...anything. Then I saw it, a tall figure leaning on the door post. I could tell by the figure who it was...him.

I refuse to say his name ever again or at least am going to try. After all he has done, his name and face mean nothing to me. I wanted with every thing to get up and punch him to a pulp. But a scared Abigal that held my hand so tightly made me rethink that idea for a later time.

"D-do you t-think who e-ever it-it was, is-is gone?" Abigal said. She must not be looking hard enough to see him. Maybe it was her tears that were clouding her vision.

"Maybe," these word were a lie, but I wanted her to calm down.

Carrie, get up and come with me.

GET OUT OF MY MIND!

Please, just get up and come with me. I want to show you something.

Last time you said that...

Carrie, my love please.

Don't call me that!

Oh, but you are. I swear no harm will come to you, just get up and come with me.

No, I am not going to leave Abigal alone.

She will be fine, I promise.

I can never and will never trust you EVER again. So get out of my mind, and out of this hell hole you put me in.

Your the one that ran away, it was against the rules.

"RULES! How did I know it was against the rules to run away? You don't tell a girl who or what you are and expect her to fall in you arms. I ran, so for give me if you didn't give time to tell me the rules!" I spoke aloud.

"Carrie what are you talking about? Are you okay?" Abigal said.

"I am fine."

"Then what were you talking about?" She asked.

"Nothing."

Haven't told your Lil sis yet have you?

"Carrie, please I am begging you tell me whats going on." I stood up, dropping her hand.

"I can't...not now."

"Miss. Knight." It was him, speaking out loud this time and not in my mind.

"Carrie?" Abigal half screamed.

"Miss Carrie Knight, please come with me," I felt a arm grab my elbow.

"Carrie?"

"Abigal calm down, I will be back...I promise." With that the hand lead me out of the room. I heard Abigal, every time she called my name it was like someone was stabbing me in the heart, and I was walking away not caring. BUT I DID CARE!

He lead me down hallway after hallway. I stayed silent and so did he...This unfortunately gave me time to think, about unwanted memories...

Flashback:

I let my head bang on the ugly blue lockers, over and over again.

What am I going to wear?