I'm so sick of feeling this stabbing pain in my chest,
I'm tired of being blamed for all the fucking things in this mess
why on earth would i let her takeover this life i've been living?
seems like i have been giving and giving and getting nothing in return..
why am i so forgiving why is this life I'm living so hard to control
sometimes it feels as if I'm drowning in nothing but my loss of self control
but why on earth did i let this hole in my heart get deeper and deeper?
Am i nothing but a lost soul amongst others with self control
Can i seal this heart in my withered chest or do i just fuck the rest?
why can people walk all over others like they do not even matter
Am i just a Head on a platter?
Why am i still on this bloody ladder going no where?...
My i am better off going no where
so to my friends, my lover and my family; I'm sorry i was not enough I'm sorry i was not the best of the bunch but i swear i did my best to be like the rest maybe that was my problem but goodbye all It was a pleasure knowing you I'm sorry i never showed you who i really was but i tried the best to be normal like the rest of you, so i bid you a due... I wrote this for my love and only you..
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Hey guys xXFreakXx here sorry i have not been active but i am going through a lot, so sorry if this thing up there was a bit deep but i needed to write this. i have been trying my best to get over my ex but i have not had the best of luck so i am sincerely sorry to those of you that still read this poem thing. But I swear i will try to upload more.. um yeah, latter.
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Deepest secrets
PoetrySo this book is basically what the title is intending. It holds some pretty deep secrets hidden in the words it's my way of escaping reality. So m'sorry if my Poems suck but take it easy on me please? If not its ok. I WROTE ALL POEMS ****TRIGGER WA...
