Heartache

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Tears stream down my face, another cigarette lit and free,

My eyes are wet, my heart is numb,

As my thoughts race as to why you held that gun.

I saw you today, in another's arms; happy, carefree and as lively as can be.

And as I open another beer, a tear ends up on the floor.

Why, I ask. Why.

Was I not good enough?

Was I too fat,

Too ugly,

Too weird,

Did I drink too much,

Smoke too much,

Or did I not love enough?

Either way you're happy and gone,

As for me, I'm drunk and as lonely as can be.

I gave you my all, yet you pulled back that trigger, you popped a bullet straight through my heart..

You wher all I've ever wanted,

All I've ever need,

But, now you're gone..

As I slip into my sleep I don't cry or weep,

I hold a straight face as my mind races;

With thoughts of you...

My insides are slashed, burnt and broken,

I've left so many words unspoken,

But, we're done,

You've won, I'm dead.

And you My love, are living happy & free...

Finally from me.

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