Reflection

Losing

I just want to say sorry,

For all the things I've done.

We all know we're not perfect

But people pick on my faults.

I don't want to lose you

Like I've done with the others,

Because you're a good friend

Even if we're backstabbers.

It isn't even about us anymore,

It's about the need for power,

I don't want it. You take it

Instead of complaining for hours.

When I hear the things you say,

Yes, of course, it hurts me,

I try to push it into the back of my mind,

But my heart doesn't agree.

I say I don't care about a lot of things

When infact I do,

I wish people knew the difference

Between what's real and untrue.

I'm tired of the problems,

I just want to be young again,

You say so many things about me

As I try and hide the pain.