GOT7 (Mark) & BTS (Jimin) : Secret between Us

Chapter 13

[Mark's PoV]

" .. " I couldn't utter a single word from my mouth. Speechless. I am speechless.

Out of 1001 reasons I have think about why she was scared being around men. None of them was right. None of them. It's really out of guess.

"And ... yeah" Jimin continued his story. His face expressed the sadness vividly. Like every tiny pieces of him hurted as he told the story. I've known him since trainee, quite good relationship we have. And this guy couldn't hide his feeling.

".." I stared at Eunbyul's face. A frown formed on her forehead. And she shook her head slightly, like having a nightmare. Then she suddenly opened her eyes widely, waking up in shock and terror.

She crawled back slowly to the corner of sofa with her eyes scanned at both of me and Jimin. And I could sense terror and extremely cautious in her eyes. She looked at us in different way. Like seeing us as rapists.

She showed her palms, telling us not to go nearer to her

"Eunbyul-ah. Eunbyul-ah. This is me. Jimin. You don't need to be scared. This is me" Jimin assured.

Eunbyul was looking at Jimin. Still a bit cautious there

"This is me." Jimin said again while patting his chest slowly.

And slowly, Eunbyul regained become calmer. She put down her hands , "j-jimin"

Then Jimin's tense shoulders calmed down and he naturally hugged Eunbyul tightly. His hand patted Eunbyul's back , assuring her.

"There there. You're alright" he assured.

Then Eunbyul's back started to get up and down and I just realized that she was crying.

"I-m scared. Jimin-ah. It's almost happening again... I'm scared" she cried

"It's okay to cry... I'm sorry byul-ah. I should've taken you home. It's all my fault. I'm sorry" Jimin said

Jimin must be so close towards Eunbyul. So close until Eunbyul believed everything on Jimin.

And for some reasons. Me awkwardly standing and seeing Jimin hugged Eunbyul. Kinda..

I don't know how to say it.

But somehow, it felt empty. It felt part of me wanting to get Jimin's position. Being able to be depended on by Eunbyul. I dont know why

Seeing how Jimin naturally embraced her, assured her and all , making me wanting to be him. I just wanted to. I don't know why

And seeing Eunbyul hugged Jimin back, showing her comforts being around Jimin making my heart kinda hurt. I dont know why.
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Or I know why, but I just didn't want to admit it.

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I walked away from my position. Leaving them alone. I walked into my bedroom with walking sticks' support and once I closed the door. My legs lost their energy and fell down slowly.

I sit, leaning against the door. Thinking about an assumption I just made and can't believe it.

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Am I.. slowly falling in love with eunbyul?

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[Eunbyul's PoV]

After taking quite a while until I'm calming down, I released Jimin's hug and wiped the tears away.

"Thank you for lending your shoulder once again. Jimin" I smiled