If Only They Knew

IOTK part 8

Okay so I know it's been a awhile but I have great news. I'm out of school so I should be able to work more on writing!

I hope you all enjoy. Please comment and vote after this upload I'm going to work on I Got To Start Somwhere. I'm going to get back into my routine. Thank god school is out.

Sorry for it being short. I did edit, but went through it quite fast.

Please tell me what you think. And for those who are reading IGTSS expect an upload soon. Working on it now. Thanks for the support guys! Enjoy!

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How did he get this number? Maybe it's not him. Maybe this person has the wrong number. My heart began to pound in my chest. This is too much for me. "Who is this?" I choked out. Please let it not be him. My hand begins to tremble as I wait for the answer.

"How could you forget me!? How could you have left me!?" his angry voice screams. He is not happy, I felt tears ready to erupt. Those words confirmed my fear and I knew the person talking to me is none other then Cale.

"How did you get this number?" I whispered. He started to laugh, a laugh that sent a chill down my spine. I could feel my tears begin their descend. Why does he scare me so much. We are far away now I shouldn't be scared.

"Alyssa you are an easy person to track down. Now answer me why did you leave me?!" He demands in a cold chilling voice. If it was so easy to track me down why did it take him a year to finally reach me. I wanted to ask but I didn't have the courage.

"You knew I had school. I was only there for the summer," I gulped. Fear had it's hold on me and I didn't try to stop the tears from falling.

"You never said goodbye. You said you love me! You said we would be together. You never called. Your a slut and a bitch." He is drunk I can tell. His drunken state is what drove me away from hm. He was different in the beginning.

"Please Cale I was scared," I cried.

"Scared of what?" He hissed.

"Of you, your always drunk." I sobbed. I became scared of him, the day he started to hit me. He doesn't know about Markly and I plan on keeping it that way. After the day I gave up my virginity. It never was the same. I truely did love him, but that love for him dwindled. As the pain in my heart increased.

"You're lying, you are a whore. You had sex with me and then left. I pity the guy that ever sleep with you. You couldn't even do anything right, no man will ever love you. You will regret everything you did. You will see one day you will get what's coming to you bitch," he slurred.  He told me he loved me and I believed him. But how can someone be able to hit you and say awful things to you if they loved you. Love shouldn't have to hurt right? 

"Cale it's over now leave me alone!" I hung up the phone. Why did this have to be so complicted. I managed to stay strong this whole time. My secure walls have been up and now I feel they are breaking. I'm ready to break down. His voice rang in the back of my head. My fears that I was able to keep at abay. Have finally came to the surface, I feared Cale more then anyone I have ever knew. I felt my phone vibrate again. I look to see he is callig back, I ignore the call and turn my phone off.

Please let this be the last I ever hear him. I wipe my tears. I go to my room and head straight to Markly. He is peacefully sleeping. I will protect you no matter what. I'm overreacting I have nothing to worry about. Then why do I have this painful feeling in my heart. I kiss Markly's head and go to bed. Or I at least try too. I rather lay, my mind is all boggled. I feel like he is watching me. I hid under my comforter and clung to my pillows. I feel like he is watching me, if he saw me he would only laugh at the pain he is causing me. How could a man be so cruel. I don't understand what went wrong? My silent sobs is my only cure to sleep.