If Only They Knew

If Only They Knew part 2

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I heard my alarm buzzing to life, waking me up at six thirty every morning. I hit the kill button, I glanced at the crib waiting for a sound. Thank god Markly didn't wake up, I finally was able to put him to sleep by five, giving me an hour and half to sleep. I took a quick shower, got dressed, I let my red hair fall down to my shoulder and brushed it. I applied little make-up, I finished with eyeliner to make my green eyes pop. Nothing of me resembled Markly except my eyes, he has brown dark brown hair like his father.

I sighed trying to not think about the unwanted memmories. I grabbed by backpack, slung it over my shoulders and I walked out of my room, leaving Markly some peace and quiet. I entered the kitchen grabbing an apple and some orange juice. My mom was leaning against the counter reading today's paper.

''Mom I don't work today so I'll come straight home to take care of Markly.'' my voice got her attention away from the paper.

''No need honey, why don't you go out with your friends or a boy.'' she said boy in the funny way your friends would use when you liked someone.

''I don't think the girls are doing anything today maybe later. And a boy mom really.'' I stated I hated to date because everytime I would say I had a baby, they would be quiet for the rest of the date and would never call back like they promise. I don't need to be dating while I have to take care of a baby.

''Why not, you don't have to mention Markly, until you start to like the boy maybe even love.'' she wiggled her eyebrows.

''What! Mom love! I not going to love anyone soon. Why would you want me to start dating look what happen last time,'' I laughed. She narrowed her eyes at me, my mom wasn't happy when I told her I was pregnant she flipped out. But because of her and her support I was able to have this baby.

''Well you didn't just date him for a day, you were dating for a month and made a fullish mistake.'' she stopped as she saw me glaring at her I don't need this lecture again.'' And I don't want you to get pregnant again. I just think you need something to keep you happy. Your always working and is busy all the time. I think a boyfriend is what you need.'' Hmm this isn't like that show, Pregnant at 16 where the parents are yelling at the teen saying she can't spend time with friends or shouldn't be with guys right now when she has a baby to take care of. Well I wasn't like those girls who were popular and rich. Don't get me wrong I have a lot of friends and I love them all dearly. But unlike those girls I had a job and kept it, the only thing different was the father in the mix. Who I won't be mentioning. Also I stayed in school and my mom has been very supportive. Even with the kids at school staring at me, I will complete High School. I chugged my remander of orange juice, set the glass in the sink. I put the apple in the my backpack and turned to my mom who waited for my answer. I think my mom isn't normal, I expected her to be like the parents on the show, but she wasn't.

''Um whatever mom, maybe I'll hang with my friends.'' I emphasized the friend part. ''I got to go bye.'' I  headed toward the front door, grabbing my bag I only lived a half a mile from school so it was a breeze to walk. I held my straps of my bag as I saw the view of the school growing closer. Here comes another day of school, but I can tough it out.

I made my way inside and headed to my locker, after weeks of my pregnancy I have been getting less glances. But I still get the accassional glances. They don't bother me though. I grabbed my books for my first period.

''Hey Alyssa,'' Abby's voice came from behind me. I closed my locker and faced Abby. Her blonde hair is pulled back in a pony tail and she wore light blue faded skinny jeans and a red tank top. Her brown eyes were gleaming showing her good mood.