Being Loved by You usuk

Introduction

Me:it's going to start out kinda depressing but bare with me this idea came out of no where!

I don't own hetalia.

This is a yaoi don't like don't read not sure how far things will go so yeah......

ENJOY!

The rain seemed to endlessly fall in such a bitter sweet way, I wasn't sure how to explain its comforting ways even though my life has never really been that comforting. All I've ever wanted was approval from others and the love they might have to offer me, but no, I'm stuck alone in a big mansion, all by myself. It used to be occupied by a particular obnoxious American, my crush, Alfred; it nearly killed me when he left I had nothing to do but sob on the bathroom floor and eventually get into the bad habits I have now. I'll admit they are bad things but a part of me feels relived when I do. I cut myself, I'm the only one who's known. I had to have something fill my emptiness, and if that means it's pain then I'll take it, anything to get my mind off of HIM or the fact he'll never love me.

1 because of what I do to myself

2 he's probably not bi sexual

Why? Why do I even bother with this stupid crap anyways! All it does is irritate me, whatever, I might as well go eat something so I don't starve.

He made his way downstairs and into the kitchen.

~*kawaii neko-chan*~