The Broken-hearted Girl (A Luke Hemmings/One Direction Fanfic - COMPLETED!)

Chapter 7

CHAPPIE 7, LADIES AND GENTLEMEN! :D I'm in a great mood again today ^^! This is good, ‘because it means more CHAPPIES! :DDDD *Slows down a bit*

I'll stop ranting so I can continue the story d: 

Please enjoy! :D 

[EDITED!!]

 

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[The Broken-hearted Girl - Chapter 7]

I didn't dare to take a breath. Why is that son of bitch still contacting me?

"I'll take your silence as a 'yes'." I flinched at his hard voice.

"I know you're still there; I can hear your breath coming out in gasps. Are you fucking him right now?" I took in a sharp breath.

"I never knew Ashton until he came to get me, you asshole. You never let me talk with other guys than Luke, Calum and Michael." He tsk'ed at me.

"'Asshole' is such a harsh word. You couldn't just be a normal girlfriend and call me 'honey' or 'baby', could you?" I closed my eyes, chanting over and over again in my head that he wouldn't find me here.

"I'm not your girlfriend anymore, Sebastian. It's over." He started laughing.

"You really think I'll let you finish our relationship over the phone, Jenni?" My finger paused at the hang-up-button.

"Just tell me what you want in this ungodly hour or I'll hang up." I could almost hear his jaw click in annoyance. 

"Oh. I just wanted to know if he's as good as fucking as I am." I let out a huff. 

"You raped me. There's a difference." Before I had the chance to continue he interrupted.

"You didn't deny him fucking you. So... You did actually fuck him?" That's it. Hang up on him, Jen! 

"I'm hanging up. Don't bother calling me again, I won't answer." I pressed the hang-up-button and stared at my phone. 

He actually thought that I sleep with someone else, just after he raped me? He's insane and needs help, seriously.

There was a knock on the door, before it opened. I looked up from my phone. Luke was standing in the door.

"Can I come in?" I nodded and he stepped in and closed the door behind him. He took some steps forwards before he stopped in the middle of the room.

"I would've knocked sooner, but I heard you talking on the phone...” He trailed off and gave me an apologetic smile.

"I didn't mean to eavesdrop but then you mentioned that asshole's name and...” He shrugged. "I just couldn't stop myself." I was about to stop him, but he interrupted me and continued.

"I didn't mean to yell at you on the stairs either. I don't have any excuse for it, since I don't know what came over me, and I won't start improvising, since I really want to make things good between us again." My heart fluttered a bit at his words. Wait... Since when does my heart flutter? I shook my head and Luke must have taken it the wrong way, 'cause his face fell in defeat. He turned around and was about to leave the room, when I shot up from the bed and grabbed his arm. 

"Don't go, Luke. I want to make things work between us again, too... I just... You hurt me, you know. You really hurt me, when you ignored me for those two weeks. Things got more out of hand between me and that asshole... And you weren't there. My best friend; my rock weren't there. I needed your support, but you weren't there. I didn't know how to approach you. I was scared that you would reject me." I stopped to take a deep breath before I continued.

"Through those two weeks when the beating got worse, I got less sleep and more and more depressed... I started thinking about committing suicide. Then I heard that Ashton had joined 5 Seconds Of Summer and later that Louis had discovered you. That got me out of my dark thoughts. But it still hurt that you didn't even call me to inform me of those things. Last week… When Sebastian was supposed to come over... He never came, by the way. I figured he was out cheating on me again... I saw the photo of you and me in the park." Luke smiled at the memory and I smiled back at him.

"I missed your smiles. When I looked at that photo I realized just how much I missed you. I missed the sound of your laugh... I was ashamed that I couldn't just leave him... So I... Made the worst mistake in my life..." I looked down at my wrists and he followed my eyes. His fingertips traced the almost healed wounds.

"So I turned to cutting...” I trailed off, not knowing how to continue. It felt like it had been hours with us just standing in the middle of the room. His fingertips gently traced the almost healed wounds and my eyes there looked into his. Lots of emotions flashed through them. Hurt, anger, pain... The last emotion that flashed through, I didn't quite catch, 'cause it was gone as fast as it had appeared. Luke cleared his throat and held me close to him. He kissed me on the hair and mumbled:

"You deserve so much better." I didn't know what he meant with that, but I didn't mention it. I only closed my eyes and inhaled his scent. He smelled like my best friend, Luke Hemmings. I smiled at that. Luke had his own smell. 

Wait... Am I really inhaling my best friend!?

 

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I want you guys to know, that I AM capable of making happy chappies. They WILL get happier, okay! :P

Not a long chappie, though. *Sigh*

I'm tired and my head is pounding. AND my mom is yelling at me... That means no more chappies today :( *Sniffles* I would make one more before I head off to bed and all, but my mom is being very annoying and I want to be concentrated on my chappies when I write them. That means I can't be concentrated on my chappies, if my mom keeps yelling at me d: 

Anyways... I hope you liked it ^^ and I'll (maybe) upload new chappies again tomorrow... AFTER choir ^^ 

 

UNTIL NEXT TIME;
LOTS OF LOVE, MARIE! ♥