Love Me Kindly

The anger is so real

                                                                             shout out to mimi_444

Nicole's P.O.V

I can not believe that she that did that to me! We've been best friends for years. We told each other everything. How dare she go out with a person that hurt me the most. And then to make it worse she tries to pretend as if she doesn't know why I am mad at her. This whole situation as my whole body shaking in anger. I just can not believe this.

I took a deep breath as I paced back and forth in the restroom. My eyes were screaming to release tears, but I fought it back as best as I can. I didn't want to bring any attention to the girls who came in and out the restroom. 

Once I convinced myself that I was calm, I left the restroom and walked into the busy hallway. The bell just rung and now I have to go to science class, which Kiara is in. I stopped in the middle of the hallway. Although I love my classes, going back to that girls' restroom seem like a good option right now.

"Are you going to stand there, or are you going to get to class?" joked Tyler as he approached me.

I tried my best to put on a smile, but it wasn't working. 

"What's wrong Nicole?" asked Tyler now looking concerned. "You look like something is bothering you."

I signed, "It's complicated."

"It's not too complicated for me. Tell me what's the matter." He flashed me that gorgeous smile that forced me to spill my misery.

" I seen Kiara and Tyler together in the lunch room today."

"Oh, yeah those two. I can't imagine how angry you must be feeling right now."

I nodded. "Yeah, I'm pretty upset right now."

"Aww, I do not like seeing a beautiful girl upset. How about after school we go and get some ice-cream  to calm you down. How that sounds?" he asked with a smile.

I smiled back, letting out a small laugh, " Sorry, but I can't. I need to confront Kiara about the situation we're having."

"Oh, well good luck with that. And please no fighting, and what i mean by fighting is fighting on how to solved a math problem." he said laughing.

I playfully shoved him.

"RING!!!!"  sounded the bell, confirming that we were now late to class. 

We both looked around to see an empty hallway. " Oh man, I'm late to class." said Tyler.

I bursted out laughing.

 " Ha, ha, looks like someone going to get a after-school detention," I teased him.

" Ha, ha you are too." He teased me back.

I sighed , not realizing that. But then I shrugged it off,  " Oh well, I can just spend detention doing my homework."

Tyler sighed. " Easy for you to say, I don't even do my homework; but lets not get into that. Come on, lets get to class nerd."

I playfully shoved him again, and we both laughed as we made our way to our class.

___________________________________________

"You're late." Kiara announced as I walked into her room and sat on her pink chair. I just got back from detention.

" I know that." I snapped back.

She rolled her eyes. " So, what do you want? And make it quick because I have a date with Kevin later."

My mouth flew open in shock. This is clearly not the Kiara that I have known, she never talked to me like that. "What's wrong with you!"

" There is nothing wrong with me. I just don't feel like being bothered by you." 

" Oh, so you do not feel like being bothered because you know how wrong you are? I asked. My anger was now at a all time high.

" No, because I don't think I am doing anything wrong."

I could not believe what I was hearing. "Are you serious? You are trying to get with my ex boyfriend! "

"Oh no honey, I am not trying, I'm already with him." She grinned.

It took every bit of piece of me not to go across her room and smack that grin off her face. Do she not understand how wrong she is right now? I took at deep breath to calm myself and then I began to speak: "I don't think you understand how I feel so I am going to have to explain it to you. The day when I broke up with Kevin, I had spilled out all of my feelings about him. I literally spoke an hour about how hurt I was about what he did. I thought I really loved him. Anyway, you listened to me and you told me afterwards that  no one deserves to be treated that way and that we both are going to find someone that will treat us better than that. So, my question now is why are you with him?"

Kiara rolled her eyes and sighed. "Look, just because he cheated on you, doesn't mean he would cheat on me.  And you do not have any room to be talking about me, when you are the one that is desperately trying to get with the biggest flirt in school. I have been a good friend to you and tried to help you out in every break up you've been through. I have tried many times to prevent you from getting into relationships that were not good for you, but every time I gave you advice you would not listen, and as a result, you was broken up with. Your results of your relationships really scared me too. Your relationships kept me back for getting a boyfriend. But now that I am ready to have one, it is just such a big problem to you. I am aware that I am dating your 'first love' but I was hoping that you could support me the way I supported you through all of your relationships."

I shook me head, "But that is not the same. If you were dating some other guy, you would have had my support, but the fact that your are dating my one of my exes, is not right to me. I would never dated any of yours. We even told each other before that we would not ever dated each other exes. "

Kiara shrugged her shoulders and stared at me like she didn't have anything to say in response, and quite frankly, nor did I. It was useless trying to carry on an argument. We are not friends anymore and we have to face that fact. I stood up and without any words, I walked out her room and she closed the door behind me. 

 And the only sad part about this is: our friendship ended over boys.

***********************************************************

More to come.

Thanks(: