❤Chapter 9❤A Ghostly Surprise❤
I went to school the next day & distanced my self from people. I was at lunch sitting alone looking outside. The Cullens & Bella sat with me. "How you holding up?" Rose asked. "Fucking peachy." I said coldly. They didn't flinch but sighed. "I think your family is here." Emmett said. I got up & went outside when a tattooed hand grabbed me. "Mid...you can't push your friends & family away. We're all upset." Dad said letting my arm go. "Be glad you didn't see his body Dad. There's a hole where my heart is. It hurts. Part of me is dead. I wanna be alone." I said coldly & got in my car driving to the house. I went in locking the door & cried going to my room. I punched the wall with my injured hand & threw Stallion Duck across the room. "WHY Jimmy?! You left us here! Why couldn't you of warned us & stayed longer?!" I screamed. I fell on the bed sobbing & grieving.
Few minutes later I heard drums being played. I went to investigate it & saw what looked like a ghost of a person playing Jimmy's drums. I stood in the doorway as it stopped. It turned around reviling Jimmy. "This can't be." I said in shock. "It is Midnight." Jimmy said. 'Shit he's pissed.' I thought. "I'm not pissed I'm upset & dissapointed in you. You pushed the only people away that care love you. You know my brothers are upset too. I'm sorry you found my body. I know you're upset over it. But don't push people away. Don't take it out on them. Let them help you. You'll never fully heal over this & I understand that. & stop harming yourself please. Call Matt & let them stay. They're worried." Jimmy said standing in front if me. "I I'm sorry Uncle Jimmy. I never meant to hurt anyone." I cried. "It's OK. You're in pain you don't know how to feel. No one will blame you. I'm going to visit you a lot & soon the boys. Need me call my name. I love you Mid. I'm so sorry I left you all like that. I couldn't tell you. It was my time. I'm always watching you." Uncle Jimmy said & disappeared.
I went to my room seeing Rev's duck back on my bed. I sighed laying down holding the duck falling asleep.
