One Direction Imagines By haileybellhoran

Niall Imgaine- like I used to

Sitting in your house, alone once again with your knees pulled up to your chest as you reminisce about the past. In the days when you would laugh until your lungs couldn't inhale a single breath and you would smile from ear to ear with every passing moment. The days you were actually happy. The days you spent With Niall. That's over now, it has been for months. But he was perfect from the start, with a big smile plastered across his face with candle light dinners and walks in the park. Everything he did, he did with grace from the swing of his arm as he held your hand to the angelic ring as he laughed. You catch your self thinking about him like this again and again, asking why it is you two ever ended such a perfect plan?

The day you broke up was like any other, him texting you good morning and asking if he could come over. You sat on your old couch snuggled up to his side with a contagious smile formed across your lips. Watching your favorite movie again when you've watched it a million times. Your head on his chest, ear to his flesh so you could hear his heartbeat with every breath. Then the movie was over and he was lightly snoring with his head craned to the side, you giggle as you watch a sweet smile form on his lips as you run your hand up his over chest to lay rest upon his cheek.

"Good morning sleepy head" you chuckled leaning in to plant a tender kiss upon his warm cheek.

Groaning as he stretched his arms up over his head and laid one over your shoulder.

Thinking back now you don't even remember what had happened to start that fight. One second you were happy and laughing, the other you were broken lying on the cold hard floor. He slammed the door and strode down the street, two am and your crying. The sound of his engine as he roared away is the last thing you remembered.

A sudden knock on your front door brings you back from another world. A spark of hope ignites in your heart as you shoot up, only to run down the narrow hall towards the door. Grasping the cold, shiny grey hand as you twist it clockwise and throw the door open. To your utter defeat its just Tyler. Tyler the guy who helped you pick yourself up as he tried to fix your heart, mend what Niall did but you find that pieces in your heart are missing. What do you do when your stuck because the one that you loved has pushed you away, you cant deal with the pain. You miss him, but you're not sure if he misses you. He's like a thorn in your flesh that you cant take out like a fungus in your heart. Niall's stealing your breath when Tyler's around, he's trying to convince you he wasn't worth it, but he cant complete you its the thought that maybe Niall's missing you that's kept you held on. Tyler's giving you all his time, he could be your hero if only you could let go but Niall's love is still in you like a broken arrow shot straight through your heart. What do you do when your hearts in two places? you feel love but you just cant embrace it because your torn inside. You lost your true love and cant forget his eyes.

"Tyler I'm sorry, I don't really feel up to anything today" you whine

"Don't say that. God you do this everyday" he groans irritated as his brown as flash anger

"So why do you keep coming back?" you whimper peering at him, finally asking what you've wanted to hear.

"Because I actually care for you" he whispers unable to meet your gaze.

"But why?"

His eyes full with anger as he huffs in a deep breath

"Because I'm in love with you" he yells with his eyes screwed closed before he opens them wide and shocked at his own outburst

"I love you too Tyler.." you proclaim almost pronouncing another mans name.

His arms open up as you step inside his embrace. His scent filing your nose, with Tyler's arms around you wish it could be Niall instead.

"I'll give you some time but promise you'll call me tonight" Tyler mumbles in your ear. Stepping out of his arms you nod your head and try your best to fake a smile.

After Tyler left you sat around on your couch thinking enough was enough as you peak out the window only to witness the trickles of rain as they skydive out of the smokey clouds. A buzz can be heard as you walk past your kitchen. Sprinting towards it before grasping the cold rectangle in your hand as you lift it towards your face to check on the missed text

It shows you have two new messages

the first is from Tyler "hope ur feeling better. call me later. love you".

the second text is from an unknown number "Where r u?" A confused expression crosses over your face as to why an unknown person asking you where you are? could it be him? Niall? You have to ask.

"I'm home. who is this?" your thumbs type back.

Helplessly waiting for a response of any kind and desperately hoping that the unknown number was Niall but deep down you know he's never coming back, you just cant admit it to yourself.

A torturously slow hour passes as you wait for any indication of who the unknown is, as your losing hope and the sun starts to set in purples, and oranges as they explode across the cloud scattered sky. Three loud thumps echo across the wood of your front door, a sigh blows through your lips as you slump towards the door defeated. Why does Tyler have to be so needy? Cant he just let me be? I'm trying not to think about him. You groan to yourself as you reach out to grasp the handle and for the second time today open your front door to an unwanted visitor.

The breath is quickly blown out your lungs as you come face to with two bright ocean blue rises.

"What are you.. how..why?" you stutter as it seems you cant even fathom to complete a single sentence.

"I cant let you go that easy. I just.. I've spent months and all I think about is you, your kiss, your laugh, your everything. All i know is your in love with someone else" he said

"but.." you protest before Niall cuts you off again

"Dose he watch your favourite movies? Does he let you tell him all your favourite parts when you've seen it a million times? Does he sing to your favourite music or hold you when you cry? Will he do all these things like i used to?" He questions with wide cloudless sky blue eyes and pouted thin pink lips.

"No. But he treats me right and he's never left me while I'm venerable" you whisper in all honesty.

"Will he love you like I loved you? Will he tell you everyday? Will he make you feel like you're invincible with every word he'll say? Can you promise me if this was right, don't throw it all away? Can we go back and do all those like I use to because I miss you, god every minute of everyday I miss you. I've been waiting all this time to finally come out and say this but now your hearts taken and nothing could be worse" he spits out in a rush as his hands shoot up to rest over your shoulders.

His intensity peers into your eyes, you shake your head in disbelief as he leans in. Your eyes fluttered closed and you feel his hot breath fan out over your face, you breath in his skin and that scent you've been longing to smell again fills your scenes just as his soft warm lips caress yours. You tremble into his kiss as his arms pull you closer and his tongue snakes past your lips to add to the disparity of this moment. Moaning into his mouth as you try and hold back but its no use, your fighting in a losing battle. Wrapping your arms around his neck and crushing his lips to yours as your chest is pressed tightly against his a low grunt sounds in the back of his throat at the feeling. He steps forward thus pushing your back against the rough brick of your apartment outside wall to the left of the door. Relentlessly you pull away for some much needed oxygen as you both pant, desperately inhale big puffs of air into your lungs.

Your foreheads brushing as you breathe in the same air, you peer around and remember your still outside, out in the open. hoping none of your nosey neighborhoods got to watch your show of intimate affection. He chuckles as you tug him inside, he uses his foot to flick the door closed tightly behind him.

"So can we do all those things like we used to?" He asks as he baby blue eyes peers into yours.

You nod your head as your bangs crash against your forehead, leaning in for another loving kiss. You can deal with Tyler tomorrow because for now and hopefully a long, long time in the future you'll be Niall's.

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