Alone.. i guess

Part 4

Recap- We got in the elevator and once we got out of it the last thing i could remember is my body collapsing...

Trish's POV

I woke up once again to a bright light shining. My head was pounding. I groaned sitting up. "Guys she's awake!" I heard one person say. My eyes took a while to adjust to the light. Finally everything was clear for me to see. I saw the girls and guys standing around me. "What happened?" I groaned holding onto my head. "When you stepped out of the elevator your boys collapsed due to blood lose and lack of hydration" Myles said. "Ugh my head is fucking pounding" i complained. "How many more days do I have to stay here?" I asked. "Just 1 more day" Bri said. "Alright can I get some aleve or something my bad is pounding" i said laying back down. Madi held out an aleve and a cup of water. "Thanks Mad" i said taking it. "I'm really tired guys so you can go home if y'all want cause imma just be sleeping" i said yawning. "Alright we'll just go back to the house but we'll come back later to check on you ok?" Bri said. "Alright" i said. I hugged all of them but whispered in myles ear and told him to stay. After all of them walked out Myles closed the door. "So why did you want me to stay?" He asked. "I need a cuddle buddy" i chuckled. "Alright sounds good to me" he said. He laid down next to me and opened up his arms. I wrapped my arms around him and place my left leg over his legs. Soon enough i drifted to sleep.

*Next Day*

I woke up still wrapped around Myles. "Morning sunshine" he said while playing with my curls. "Morning" I groaned. "Guess what today is" Myles said. "Hm?" I said. "You get to leave the hospital today" he said flashing a smile. "Yay" i said with no emotion. "Whats wrong?" He asked. "Nothing I'm just really tired and I just woke up" I lied. Honestly I was just torn up still about my mom. All I ever do now is think about her. The doctor walks in and smiles. "Well you are now released Trish, your good to go home" he said. "Thanks doc" i said. Bri walked in and handed me a bag of clothes to change into. Everyone walked out and i opened up the bag. There was a camo print t-shirt with Adidas and my black vans. After i changed i walked out and they hugged me. "Alright come on I'm starving!" Kalin said. "Yep you and Bri are soul mates" i said then laughed. We all headed out and drove to in-n-out. We walk in and see Sabrina with her minions. "Ugh do we have to be here" i said to Bri and Madi. "Yes cause I'm getting my fucking food wether this stupid slut likes it or not" Bri said. "Alright" i said. We walked up and started ordering our food. "Imma use the bathroom really quick" Myles said then kissed my cheek. I blushed then looked down. "Oo someones blushing!" Madi said poking my cheeks. "Whatever shut up" I chuckled. We got our food and sat at a table. "Hold on imma use the bathroom yet" i said. No i was not gonna go stalk myles i did really have to go. I walked into the bathroom and did my business. When I walked out I could hear people kissing. Ew like go get a room. I turned around and saw Myles vans and Sabrinas heels toe to toe. Well i guess he just didn't like me. Honestly I'm really heartbroken right now. I stormed out if the bathroom and ran out of the restaurant. I could hear people calling out for me but I just couldn't. Tears were falling out of my eyes like a waterfall. I was stupid.. really stupid to think he would like me. I kept running until I ended up where I wanted to be. The cemetery. I followed the path for a little then made a right. I walked past all of the tombstones till I ended up in front of one. My mom's. I say down in front of it still crying. "Mom why did you have to leave" I started off (*plays sad music*). "I need you.. i know, I was stupid enough to think myles actually liked me. I hate him so fucking much right now but... at the same time there's this small urge in me that's saying I love him. I don't even know what love is! It's just all jumbled in my head" i cried. "Love is when.. you put others needs before yours. Or when you just care about them more than yourself. There's so many explanations to it" someone said. I looked to my right and saw my mom. "Mom?" I cried covering my mouth. "Hi babygirl and don't get freaked out this is just like a spirit thing but I gotta help my little girl" she said tucking a piece of hair behind my ear. "What do I do" i cried. "Well your head is telling you one thing but your heart is telling you another. But your just gonna have to follow your heart" she said. "But I'm scared, I'm scared to fall in love.. what if I get my heartbroken? I can't handle the pain" i said. "Baby your gonna get your heart broken no relationship us perfect. But Myles seems like a good kid, remember I'm always gonna be watching over you ok?" She said putting her hand up to my cheek. "Why did you have to leave?" I cried. "God has plans" she said. I closed my eyes as tears dropped from my eyes. I opened them back up and she was gone. I stood up and started walking back to the house. I saw the whole crew even myles standing outside. "Oh my god! Trish we were-" Mykes said before i cut him off by slapping him. I walked inside and slammed my door shut. I locked the door and threw myself on the bed.

A/N- Oo shizzle! Alright sorry if there's mispelled stuff but I'm writing this on my computer so yeah! Hope you guys enjoyed♡