chapter 13 part 2

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Phil's POV

Dan was crying for about 5 minutes.

"Phil?" He said picking his head up from my shoulder.

"Yes Dan?" I asked.

"Can I tell you now?" He asked unsure if I was going to listen.

"Of course you can sweety I'm listening." I said squeezing him with one arm.

"Well its just. I'm so alone at school and I feel so out of place kinda. I mean everyone came back and was like going up to there friends that they hadn't seen in a while. And then I was there with no one. Like I'm not going to say I don't have friends. I have Chris Peej and you of course, but not there. Do you know how hard it is to make a friend in school. When everyone already has that small or big group of friends."

I felt bad. I don't mean to sound obnoxious or anything but I don't know what he feels like. I always had at least one friend to talk to.

"Dan I'm sure it'll get better." I said. "You just have to give it a little bit." I tryed to get him to cheer up.

"Thanks Phil." He said hugging me.

I hugged back. "You can come to me anytime. I'll always have time when you need me, it doesn't matter what in doing." I said. "I love you with all my heart and you can come to me with any problem in the world. never forget that."

I feel like i needed to tell Dan these things. He told me that his parents never told him things like this, and I think that it is a right to know that someone is there for you when you need them. I really did love him, I have loved him since the first day i say him.

"Hey Dan, big change of subject, but did I ever tell you about the first time i saw you and i knew i wanted to at least be friends with you?" I asked.

"NO. But now you have to tell me." He said eagerly.

"Ok well it was three years ago, it was your first year in the school. I saw you walk in and your locker was it think two away from mine. You seemed so alone and I wanted to talk to you so bad, but I just couldn't. I stared at you the whole year. My thoughts would go crazy like. Just go talk to him, no you'll look like a fool, and just all that. Then the next year i was away from you all the time. I barely ever saw you or anything and it kinda made me sad, same with the next year. Then when I saw you walk into church, the whole world stopped. It was crazy." i said it all dreamily.

"YOu! You were my creepy stalker? Oh my god I would go home and my mum would cook dinner and I would be sat in the kitchen and talk about how hot i thought you were. I was devastated when i didn't see you for like ever. You look so different, that is not a bad thing." He said.

"Wow really?" I asked because I really didn't believe him.

"Yeah. You were the actual reason I came out to my parents. Like when I saw you I was like oh my god you're hot, so I needed to rant to someone but I couldn't do that without telling my parents first so I guess I'm saying thank you for being incredibly hot." he said.

Then Dan let out a huge yawn. "You tired?" I asked.

"Yeah a bit. I guess I should not go to sleep at 4AM then wake up at 6 for school." He said laying his head on my shoulder.

"Dan are you telling me that you went to school on two hours of sleep?" I said sternly.

"No. I guess it was three because I slept through English." He said yawning again.

"Dan you are never doing that again promise. Look you have dark circles under your eyes. You can not just not sleep at night then sleep through all your lessons. If you just sleep through every lesson then what will you do when it comes to exam time. Plus it's not good for your health to not sleep. You can get sick. I think, that's what my mum told me. I will text you every school night and make sure that you're not staying up that late." Then I noticed that I was being way too motherly.

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