July 20, 2015
14:30
the cats ran away. they were all I had left of you. you didn't leave anything when you left.
14:33
now all I can do is look at pictures of how happy we were. before it all went down hill.
17:16
dan texted me earlier. he said I should stop texting you. how much I annoyed you.
17:17
I felt like a piece of me died. it hurt.
23:48
I haven't eaten in a few days. Liz came by to see how I was and got mad about it.
July 21, 2015
00:06
I hope you're sleeping well. it's been hard for me recently.
00:42
I can't even listen to music anymore. I just sit in silence and let it absorb me.
00:45
my thoughts scare me now.
04:16
I fell asleep. I had a nightmare about it. it got morbid... bloody. i still feel the hands now.
04:17
I wish it would end.
04:21
Goodnight James.
