August 2nd, 2015
08:36
im sorry im such a bother now
08:49
i should just stop trying shouldnt i
09:12
i want to leave this world james
09:19
why cant i just fall asleep and never wake up
09:23
nobody would miss me. i dont talk to anyone anymore except you
09:25
we arent really talking though are we
09:26
im just going insane and talking to myself at this point
14:43
help me please.
14:53
im afraid im going to lose myself in the thoughts, let them absorb me.
15:04
ill go too deep one day. i wont mean to but i will
15:07
Don't do that to yourself.
15:38
good to know you care enough to hear me say i hurt myself but not enough to talk to me about anything
17:26
and youre gone again. what a surprise
21:51
I lost 15 pounds. maybe im skinny enough for you since youre with that walking stick now
August 3, 2015
00:09
that tan i got when i was with you is gone. im paper now.
03:56
my life is non existent now
06:43
goodnight james
