It’s a cold evening. I’m still up and sitting on a sofa beside a window while looking those stars in the sky. Yeah obviously, I’m alone in my bedroom. I don’t know, I can’t get over of what Belle told me. I mean am I really ready to fall in love again? I kept on thinking it from school until I reached our house.
Then someone knocked my bedroom’s door…
“Hey sweetie, dinner is ready! ;)” Mommy Andrea said.
“Uhm, hey Mom okay.”
“Do you have a problem? You look upset tonight darling.”
“Yeah! Actually, I kept on thinking if I’m ready to fall in love again. After what happened between I and John, I just feel like it’s already hard for me.” *sigh*
“Oh but what do you think of it?”
“I have this idea that if I fall in love again, I’ll be hurt and it’s so painful. I can’t….”
“Ssshhh Felicia! Give yourself a chance to love and to be hurt. It’s a part of our lives that we can’t escape. Just always remember, were here for you because we love you.”
“Aww omg, thank you so much mom!" *hugs*
*hugs* “You’re always welcome, baby. Okay come on let’s eat our dinner.”
Mom is right. It’s not a big deal if I try to fall in love again. I shouldn’t be afraid. And I’m pretty sure with my decision. It’s a part of my book with different chapters. All I can say is I’ll allow myself to jump and fall because that’s how life goes on. It means being FEARLES S when it comes to love.
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my virtual boyfriend. {fanfic}
Fanfictionlong distance relationship. does it exists?
