my virtual boyfriend. {fanfic}

Back to October

“But… the both of you…….. are never ever ever getting back together.” *laughs* - mom

“Mom, stop teasing me… it’s not funny :/“ – me

“You are such a big kill joy! I just want you to be happy even though you don’t have him in your life now. at this moment, you can say that you can’t live without him but I know you can because you’re a very strong and fearless person. Baby, you’re still young. There’s a bunch of guys out there waiting for you to give them a chance like Adam Lopez. He really likes you. You should let your heart to beat again for those other people. Give yourself a chance, always give it.” Mom advised.

“But I still love Frenemy…….” – me

“I know, you still. It’s because those wounds were still there on your heart….” – mom

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“Aw Fel, sorry to hear that. We thought he will never hurt you… we’re really sorry Felicia.” – belle and bella

“Naaaah. It’s not your fault guys. It’s mine. I don’t really know his true identity and I don’t even know his already engaged. *laughs* it’s okay guys! I should move on.” – me

“That’s a good thing. You should definitely learn how to move on.” they said while smiling.

They were all right. But I really wish I could go back to October. I want to spend more time with him. And make happy memories together, just like in fairytales. But after that heartbreaking situation, I don’t really think fairytales still exist. Do happy ever after still alive? Are prince charmings and princesses still remaining? I know it’s not the ending, but I want to experience being on a fairytale. I want to experience being on Paris, the city of love and to be kiss under the Eiffel Tower. If that happens, it’s like I experience being the queen (not just a princess) with my king. And we will rule our own kingdom. And we will live happily ever after.