my virtual boyfriend. {fanfic}

I still love him

{Flashback}

I was so shocked. He suddenly put his lips on the web camera, lol. So I decided to put mine too. And yes, we're kissing. It's really reallyreally a weird kind of kiss. That's what you call a ‘virtual kiss’HAHAHA. But when the moment I put mine too, I can feel his lips. I can feel that our kiss is totally real. It's not just a virtual kiss; it's a kiss saying “Thank you. I'm sorry. I love you.” I don't know what that means but that's what I really felt in that beautiful moment.

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Those 3 phrases, “Thank You. I'm Sorry. I Love You.” Now I know the answer to my question. When we kissed, it’s like a kiss saying goodbye. Thank you for all the happy moments you shared with me. I’m sorry for not telling you the truth and for hurting your feelings. I love you because you will always be the best girlfriend I had, not just a girlfriend but being my bestfriend. That’s what he really wants to say.

It's morning. Our relationship lasted in almost 2 months. I still kept on crying. I can’t believe I broke up with him. I can’t believe we end up our relationship just because of that stupid reason. But I know soon we will find our destinies and our soul mates. Maybe God has a nicer plan for the both of us.

“Felly?... oh are you crying???” Mom asked.

“Mom *hugs* *cries* We broke up. And that’s my entire fault. I’m so stupid and naïve. I hate myself…….. I want him back. I still love him. I can’t take this pain.” – me