Reaper's Protection

Chapter 14

It's been a week since Axel has told me about his father. My mind has not stopped replaying our conversation, I keep going over everything he told me. It's still hard for me to process everything. I haven't seen much of Axel either, he's apparently busy with the MC. I can only imagine what they are planning.

This whole week I've tried to think about what I need to do with my life. Do I want to stay? Or Do I want to leave? I'm beyond conflicted, my heart, and mind want two different things. I'm not in love with Axel, but if I stay, I know I will fall for him. I just don't know if I can live his kind of lifestyle.

I wish Oliva would help me make a decision. Ever since we found out Dean is still alive, she has went back to her old self. She was making such progress. Shawn has came over every day, to check on her. I gave Axel permission the other night, to tell Shawn about our past. I can still feel the anger rolling off of him, like powerful waves.

Lorelei gave us the week off, for which I'm grateful. I have to stop depending on her, I need to be able to handle things on my own. I just feel so overwhelmed by everything, like I'm drowning.

Olivia, and I have mostly stayed in our bedroom, for the week. I think we are both scared to venture out of our comfort zone. I promised Lorelei we would have a girls night tonight. To be honest I'm kind of excited, neither one of us has experienced a girls night.

At around five in the evening, Lorelei comes home. She barges into the house carrying bags of food, movies, and make over supplies. I can't help but laugh at her excitement, apparently she's been wanting to do this for awhile.

"Come on girls, lets get this party started!"

"Lorelei, don't you think you went overboard with the chocolate?"

"Honey, there is no such thing as too much chocolate!"

Two hours later, we are all bawling our eyes out. Lorelei insisted on watching "The Notebook". It is probably the most saddest, yet beautiful movie I've ever seen. We also have our face masks on, along with freshly painted toes. I feel more at peace, after all of this. I know tomorrow I have to face reality, and talk to Axel.

I just hope I can handle what he has planned.

****sorry for the short, not exciting chapter. I promise to update soon! Please vote/comment.