Broken, but still whole (Jonnor Fanfic)

Chapter 3

Adams POV
" NOOOO!" I can hear Jude yell. "WHAT DID YOU JUST DO?" he runs over to my unconscious son. What did I just do? I...I have to go. I'm such a coward for running away. I wanted to stay back, but I couldn't. I'm a horrible dad. He'll never forgive me for not staying back. I decide to call 911 myself. " Hello officer, I just shot my son. " I say as guilt is swaying past me. " Sir, stay were you're at. We're on our way" the officer says. 
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I can hear the police cars pull up.  " Down on your knees with your hands in the back of your head.  You have a right to remain silent!" an officer yells at me pointing his gun my direction. I do as he says,  I feel like such a coward,  but atleast I know to obey police orders. They interrogate me. " Hows my son? " I ask the officer.  " Ill ask the questions here,  Mr. Stevens." the officer says abruptly. " What exactly happened,  Mr. Stevens?" the officer asked.  " Well, I was having a few drinks because I had had a very stressful day and I wanted to go say good night to my son before going to bed. I thought he was home already, but apparently not,  so I figured he was..." I pause for a second," was with that boy. So,  I went looking for them at the beach that's were they both always go to spend time alone. When I arrived I s..saw them in a very passionate position together and I always carry my gun with me, so I took it out because I was furious and drunk. " I say.  " So, you just took it out and just shot your son because you found him kissing another boy? " the officer questions me.  " I actually pointed the gun at the boy,  but just as I was to pull the trigger my son tackled me down to try to get the weapon out of my hand.  We were fighting over it until I....." I freeze. " Until you pulled the trigger and shot your own son. " the officer finishes for me. I nod. " Mr. Stevens,  you'll be taken into a cell in just a few seconds. Tomorrow the judge will decide how long you'll be staying or if you'll have to be transferred into prison." the officer says. I just sit there frozen. If my son dies I will forever hate myself. I wasn't thinking clearly. Its just that I freaked when I saw them kissing.  I'm always saying I want my son being happy and obviously Jude is his happiness,  so I should've just let them. Im sure they'll have Jude testify. He was there. He was about to be shot at by me,  but my son got shot. It wasn't my intention to try and kill jude, but obviously my drunken self didn't want anything more, but to get rid of Jude. I'll just have to wait for tomorrow,then. 

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