HOTLIN£ BLING

02.

Tya.

Last night was a mistake. I'm not the same girl I used to be. I've done things, things that I'm not proud of. What would Justin think of me when he finds out the horrifying things I've done to forget? Maybe if I push him away, he'll walk out on his own. He will realize that I'm officially done with him  and he will leave. He won't find out because if  he does he'll leave anyway. Might as well push him away now then having him  find out. If he finds out he won't look at me the same, I can't let that happen.

I loosened his grip around me as my feet landed on the cold wooded floor. His sleepy figure made me regret what I was going to do. I didn't want to do this because I did missed him , no matter how many times I tell myself that I didn't.  Last night was amazing but it was also a mistake. I shouldn't had let it on. I decide to kiss his lips for a goodbye with a good look at his beautiful face.

"Bye Justin."  I whispered and made my way to the bathroom.

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Justin.

I woke up to an empty bed. Touching the surface on where Tya once laid,  it felt cold . She's been up for a while. Groaning, I laid up and searched for my briefs on the floor. Slipping them on, I went straight to the bathroom. After brushing my teeth and washing my face, I decided to go look for Tya. The house sounded quiet like no one was there. When I entered the kitchen, she stood beautifully with her back against me and a robe covering her beautiful caramel body. Her hair was in a messy bun and I continue to admire her while she drunk out of a light blue mug. I quietly made my way to her and snake my arms around her tiny waist. As I pressed my self against her, she didn't respond. She just stood there, then her hands came up to my arms and she unexpectedly took them off of her waist.

"Justin leave, " She quietly stated, her hands wrapped around the mug tightly and I knew this was a joke, she couldn't be serious right now.

"Is this a joke? You're not being serious right now. We had amazing sex. We can go back to normal now Tya. Why are you telling me to leave ?" I said, questionably. I didn't understand what was going on. She let me have her last night. She kissed me passionately for the first time. We had each other last night. What happened now?

"Justin leave my house now. If you don't I will and I'll just go to my friends house or something because I don't want you here. I want you to leave me alone. Live your life, find a girl that you can actually have a future with." She spoke up, and that's when I knew she was being honest. She wanted me gone, then I'll go.

"You know what, I'll leave. If that's what you want," I spat. This is unbelievable. She's doing it again, pushing me away when she's hiding something. Well this time I won't interrogate her about it. She doesn't want to tell me, fine. But I won't go until i tell her a piece of my mind because I'm on to her. After putting on my clothes and grabbing my SnapBack , I entered the kitchen once more.

"You know what... I think you scared. You're  hiding something from me and you are  scared to find out how I will react to your fucking secret. I guess you don't know me well enough. I was fucking there for you through all of it, what makes you think I will back out now? . You know what I'm done. Get a grip sweetheart because unfortunately you'll need someone to love you one day."

"Fuck you." She furiously spat.

"You already did sweetheart. A little remind we fucked all night." I smirk,  before I slammed the door behind me.

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"Well at least you got her to fuck you. I mean if I was her, I wasn't giving you shit," Ryan chuckled as he kept his eyes on his video game.