𝐆𝐥𝐢𝐭𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐚𝐭𝐢 +Joo jaekyung x f.oc •JINX•

0023 • Date

"Turn around" I said, voice weak. after that gut wrenching sex we had, my body couldn't help but shake to its core. the vibration is still lingering in my whole body.

"Why? You planning not go anymore?" jakeyung said tapping to the steering wheel. I throw him a rude glare. still having the energy to give him attitude.

"you're not suggesting that I'll go and meet someone in this condition, right?" I snapped at him. clearly I'm in no position to meet someone in this condition. I'm sweating, my makeup is ruined, my dress is crumpled, and my down there is in a sorry state.

"I said turn around" I grumbled, The man did not reply and just did what I said. he turns around back to his penthouse. thankfully, we're not that far yet.

Instead of being chic in a mini dress i wore earlier. now, I'm in a fitted, long-sleeve turtleneck top in a deep brown color, paired with khaki high-waisted, A-line midi skirt in a subtle checkered or tweed pattern. The skirt flares out gently below the knees, creating a soft, elegant silhouette. Completing the look are matching mid-calf boots and a small, structured shoulder bag. casual elegant, i would say.

I looked at my reflection for one last time and decided to tie my hair in a bun. i figured that it is hot outside, and me wearing a turtle neck doesn't help at all. but I really don't have a choice either. when I looked at my self, visible bite marks are showing on my neck. so me wearing a turtle neck is non negotiable.

"You're late" heeseung mentioned. he wasn't mad or anything. rather, he seems really curious. I'm a punctual person you see.

"I know, sorry bout that— it's rush hour, so..." i reasoned out, I'm 20 minutes late. when I sat Infront of him. my lower back and thighs felt like they're burning. I almost winced in pain, but got distracted when heeseung spoke.

"I've already order food for us. I hope you won't mind" he said leaning back on his chair.

"yeah, sure" i replied not giving him much attention.

"So......uhm, never mind" I heard heeseung mumbles to himself. but the place is so busy that it's hard to catch what he's  saying. after a while the food came, and woah— he picked only the foods he knows I like. from the t-bone steak, and also some ribs. we also have some greens on the side.

"Did I choose well?" he smiled satisfactorily after seeing my reaction.

"you sure did" I nod in approval, munching on my food like a child.

....

"that was good" I spoke after finishing my meal as I wiped my mouth with a cloth.

"It really is, it's been a while since we've dined together like this" heeseung noted "And I really enjoyed it, so... what do you say we do this again?" he said directly looking at me, he was clearly pertaining about his request the other time. which made me uncomfortable as I didn't expect him to still think about thing he said about us going back together.

"I'm sorry, but my decision is set" i exhaled and continues "what happened to us was truly unfortunate, but I wasn't mad about it anymore — rather I was pleased as I've grown more as a person and I know you did too. if friendship is what you seek then I can give it to you. other than that is beyond my capabilities"  I asserted. I can clearly see the regret in his eyes but I just ignored it.

"well..I guess jakeyung already won you over" he smiled bitterly. That made me scrowled a bit as why is it connected to jakeyung?

"don't look at me like that" he spoke looking at me  "I know the look in your eyes when you love someone. I've experienced it first hand you know. The look you throw at me before is now direct at him" he laughed lightly " you might not know it yet but you like– no.. you  love him jiyoo"

I can't believe it. heeseung kept spouting nonsense. I love him? no way, if i really did feel something for him it'll only be attraction, nothing more than that.

"l- I think I better go" I stutter while standing up from my seat. I feel him also do the same "anyways I had a great time. let's do this again some other time" I blurted quickly running off outside, not even giving him the chance to talk.......

"well i guess that's it then. I lost — jaekyung went as far as fucking her before meeting me, it's as if he'd already claiming her. shit I bet she was filled with his load too while she's with me."

TBC.......