Poetry by a distressed teen

Wishes

I feel homesick.
I feel lost.
I never seen this place.
Yet I know it's real.
Don't deny it.
You know it too.
The place where magic blooms.
Hogwarts is my home.
The only place where I feel known.
The only place where tears don't fall.
The only place with a Yule Ball.
The place I read about as I grew tall.
I hope I can one day meet Radcliffe, to tell him how much I care, to tell him the impact he had on my life.
I was hanging by a thread and his - he saved me.
He brought me to a world I knew existed.
He brought my to tears of joy.
He brought me-
To my home.
The place I am not alone.
Although I am 13 I believe and I am waiting for my Hogwarts letter to greet me!
I wish I could meet him.
Bloody hell I wish I could.
He helped me say "Lumos!" When my life was dark.
He gave my Liquid luck
When I felt apart.
He gave me shimmering green eyes.
Those green eyes that shimmered in the darkest of times.
I re-read Harry Potter all the time.
Just so I can be reminded of the time
I first felt a rush of happiness for a person I never knew, the person who I knew would always help me when I'm blue, I would help Fred with his pranks, I would.
I'm still waiting for my letter.
My heart is red and gold.
I'm brave and bold!
The impact The Boy Who Lived-
Had on my life.
Will always help me when I'm on the dark of night.
-thank you, Rowling and Radcliffe for helping me through all the years. I look up to you like no other. Even though you will never see this, I want to say. Thank you.