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Chapter: 30

A page from Jimin's diary.

Nothing comes easy to me in this lifetime. Maybe God has included me in his strongest soldiers' squad, but I wish I wasn't. Since I was a child, any person who will look into my life from outside would think I am having a life full of luxuries. Yes, that wasn't a lie, but it wasn't a life either.

Of course, I had an easy lifestyle. Never have to bother about having a favourite meal or riding dream cars. I had those at my fingertip. But what I lack in my life is what people take for granted when they have those. Like, supportive and loving parents, freedom to have friends who I felt real rather befriending with kids my parents want, go on trips and hanging out with same age kids without having a bodyguard to tailed me everywhere....well those were dreams I yearn all my life and eventually long forgotten as I accept the reality.

As an adult , things also got barely changed. I never had my way through anything in my life. I was also kept under control by one eye or another. Getting loved and being with someone I genuinely is something I have to fought for and keep as a secret, but does people call that living with luxuries?. I always wondered.

Through my whole life, if I had ever done something in my way, either I have done it secretly or I have been the black sheep of the family. Of course, I always knew the consequences would  follow me, but that's how I enjoyed the little bit of joy I had. Elders in my family called it as saving me from ungrateful people who came into my life to take what I have on my name. But I call it making a biological child to make them a puppet in the name of patenting so they can thrive through the glory they are so desperate of.

I always ended up blaming god for not letting me have my way in this life. But recently I understand a thing. Blaming and complaining won't bring anything to me. So, determine to fight back. Hold tight and keep hopes up.

End of the note.

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You know how people start to glow differently when they are in love. A few hopeful words and tiny encouragements can save lives... a single cheer and heart-felt care can lift souls. Recently, that might have what Yoongi saw in Jimin's life. It seems like younger's medicines working on him like magic, and he is getting healthy day by day.

The older male got to see how the younger man started to smile often. How he randomly sang a little melody to him while talking small strolls in the yard in those sunny evenings. How his continuous naps got cut down  and he starts to do little things that makes him happy like, playing his games, doing his scrap books, talking to neighbourhood kids who are now regular visitors at their place. Jimin finds that trying some new recipes can make him happy even though those sessions cause little kitchen emergencies for him and Yoongi. He is just pushing himself hard to stay happy and cheerful rather than being hopeless and sunk in negative thoughts that won't bring him anything in return.

He looked like a phenix that got back from his ashes and tried his best to get a grip on to his new life all over again. Of course, it's not like his pains and aches suddenly went disappeared. He is still suffering, but now he is fighting back. He is fighting back to continue his life because now he has hope.

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"Jimin, do you wanna go out this evening?"

"I would love to."

"I am going to put my bike at the service centre next to the city mall. It will take around three hours. Until they finished it we could spend time anywhere you want."

Jimin's eyes sparkles, thinking about spending the evening by the Han River Bank. He always imagined bringing a guitar and a picnic box there and spending some peaceful time with someone he loved. So today he gonna make that day. Because Jimin got no guarantee that he would have more time to delay the things he wanted to do.