Secrets aren't good for your health (boyxboy)

Chapter 17

Max pov:

"What?" I was shocked, but I didn't know why. Maybe it was the fact that Jack was the alpha of their pack. Yeah that is what it is.

"What do you not understand?" Matt asked me. I looked in to his eye to see if he was lying or anything but I didn't see any sine of him lying.

"Um I understand. I just didn't think that Jack would be an alpha," I laughed a little and so did Matt. I don't know what was funny but we couldn't stop laughing. We stayed up in my room for about an hour, he telling about werewolves and me asking questions. He told me about mates and how they find their mate at the age of 18 and that they would love them no matter what because they are their other half and stuff. He didn't want to tell me every thin because he was scared that Jack would find out and like kill him or something like that. After he told me everything that he wanted to tell me he was silent for a little bit.

"And I kind of think that you are my mate" he whispered scratching the back of his head. I started at him for a moment until I thought of something.

"What? You said that you all didn't find your mate until you turned 18. How would you know if I was your mate or not, you're not 18?" I asked. I thought he was lying to get me to like him more than I already did. Yes I did just say I did like him but I am not sure about it right now. After he told me about finding his mate and stuff it feels like if we dated he would be cheating on his mate, but me being his mate? I don't know.

"Well we can still feel the pull even if we are not 18 but we wouldn't know if it is our mate or just feelings until we are 18. I can feel a pull to you; I always have even if you don't remember me, and I am hoping you are my mate," he said putting his hand under my chin, making me look up at him. His eyes were really pretty. I licked my lip and his eyes went down to look at them then back in to my eyes. He started to move a little closer, looking down at me lips then back to my eyes. I knew I was moving closer to, it felt right. I remember him kissing me in my dream. That was a dream it wasn't real, but this was. I could feel his warm breath on my face; I closed my eyes just wanting to feel his lips on mine. His hand moved to my hip, his thumb started to rub circles on them. My eyes closed when our noses touched, I could feel his lips barely touch mine.

"What are you two doing in here?" The door slammed open and I jumped back almost hitting the floor but matt still had his hand on my hip. He pulled my waist a little and I was pulled in on to his lap, my hand on his chest. I looked up at the person at the door and my face heated up. Adam and Marcus were standing in the door way looking at us, a wired smile on their faces.

"We weren't doing anything," Matt said giving them death looks. Their smile only grew. I hid my face in Matt's chest.

"Awe he is so cute when he is embarrassed." Adam said. I pulled my face away from Matt to look over at him with my own death look. He looked scared at first but then he looked like he was going to hug me to death.

"Oh. My. God. You are go cute when you look like you are about to kill someone. Not like you would do that anyways. You're too nice to do that, right?" Somehow they ended up sitting on the end of the bed look at us like we were some hit T.V show. I didn't like it.

"Can you please stop staring at me? You are creeping me out a little," I looked at my hand that was still on Matt's chest. He was warm. I started to feel sick and cold. That is when I started to feel my lunch trying to come up.

"Now why would I do tha-" Adam started but by the time he finished what he was saying I was already in the bathroom throwing up my lunch. My throat felt like it was on fire, and I was throwing up my insides. It wouldn't stop coming up, I felt tears stain my face, but I couldn't stop. I was dry heaving by now, with everything out of my stomach I still felt like I was going to throw up more, but I knew that I had nothing left to throw up. I flushed it down the toilet and looked up to Jacks worried eyes. When did he get in here? He sat down on the floor in front of me. By now I noticed that we were the only people in the room and the bathroom door was closed. Jack helped me get up. When I get up I felt dizzy and like I was about to fall back down. But he healed on to my waist and led me to the sink so I could bush my teeth to get the tasted out. I looked in the mirror at him; he was looking at me too. After I bushed my teeth he lead me to the my bed he even helped me take my close off down to my boxes. Any other time I would of yelled at him to let me do it but right now I was too tired to care about it and I knew he wanted to help me. He was worried about me and I didn't know why.

"Do you feel okay?" He asked me looking in to my eyes me doing the same. I was to tired to even talk right now, so I just nodded my head. He pulled the covers back and helped me lay down. After he covered me up he started to walk away but I grabbed on to his arm looking up at his with watery eyes. He knew what I wanted, for him to stay with me. He pulled the covers back down and got in the bed beside me, I moved over so I was laying my head on his chest.

"W-why d-do you care so much for me?" I whispered not looking up at him. He had his arms around me hugging me like I would run away. That was unlikely because I was too tied to even keep my eyes open, but I wanted to know the answer.

"For real? I don't know. Your sister always told me all kinds of bad things about you but when I seen you that day in the parking lot at school I got scared and just wanted to take care of you. It scares me a little bit. I have never felt this feeling before. It's not a bad feeling but it still doesn't fell right with me I don't even feel this way with Lisa" he said in a whisper like had. I thought about what he said. Did he not want to care about me? If he didn't have these feelings would he of not helped me that day? What does he mean by 'I don't even feel this way with Lisa'? What was up with him and my sister? Were they dating? Is that why she hates me so much? I didn't even know she had a boyfriend. I didn't feel the tears until Jack pulled me up so I was sitting in his lap. He wiped my tears away and looked in to my eyes.

"What's wrong? Why are you crying?" I looked everywhere but his face to scared to answer his question. I didn't want him to know I was crying because I think he is dating my sister who hates me. He put his hand under my chin and made me look up at him. I could feel the tears start to fall again, but I didn't know why.

"Max. Please talk to me you know I am here for you. You don't need to cry. Now please tell me what is wrong." I took a deep breath and looked him dead in the eyes.

"Are you and my sister dating?" As soon as I said it I rerated it I wanted to take it back, but I knew that I couldn't. I was scared of what he was going to say and by the look in his eyes I knew I wouldn't like what the answer was going to be. I closed my eyes thinking if I didn't see him I that I wasn't here, that I was in my bed room at home. I don't think I have ever called that place home for like six years.

"Yes," it was so quite I didn't think I heard it right but I did. I looked up at him, but he wasn't looking at me he was looking down at the floor. I didn't know why but I got up and ran. It felt like someone else was in control of my body right now. I felt tired but I couldn't stop running. I ran down stairs, passed my brother and almost ran in to him but he moved out of the way just at the right time. When I got to the door I through it open.

"Max wait!" I could hear Jack calling my name I wanted to stop but I couldn't. No one was outside it was dark out here maybe around nine at night. I ran straight in to the woods, I could feel the tears falling down my face. It felt like my heart broke in two, but why? My chest was burning along with my legs I knew I had to stop running, but all I wanted to do was run. After about 20 minutes of running I stopped at a beautify water fall with a pond. It wasn't big but it wasn't small. I walked up to it and sat down putting my feet on the water I just realized how cold it was out here with just having my boxes on, but the water was warm on my feet like there was a heater in the water. I warped my arms around my body and pulled my legs up to my chest. I started to cry. Why? I don't know. Matt's words came flying back to me from the day he asked me out on a date. "You like him don't you?" Do I? I know I asked myself the same question before, but I just didn't know anymore. He was hot but if I didn't like him I wouldn't of ran from him after he told me he is dating my sister. I'm stupid. Of course he would be dating my sister she was hot, well that is what I hear from all the guys I pass when I was at school. I heard someone walking behind me but I didn't lift my head up. I know I should of but I was tired and cold, but at the same time I didn't feel anything at all.

"You must be cold, you can't just run out side at night when you are only wearing boxers," it was Matt. Why was he here? Was he looking for me? I didn't want him here; I wanted to be alone right now. He put something soft on my back and that is when I looked up, it was a blanket. I looked up at him and he was holding his hand out for me but I shook my head. I knew he wanted me to go back but I wanted to stay here for a little bit longer. He dropped his hand back down to his side. I heard him move and I thought he was going to leave me like I have hoped but I felt him sit down beside me and wrapped his arms around me, he was warm.

"You're warm," I said closing my eyes feeling his warmth. I didn't hear him say anything back before I stated to fall asleep but I am pretty sure that he had said something.

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