Secrets aren't good for your health (boyxboy)

Chapter 19

 Max Pov:

Matt and I are sitting in the living room after our date; we had went to the movies to see Sinister 2, it was a scary movie, but I think Matt chose it so that he could hold me. I didn't mind. I was sitting in his lap, his hands on my hips, my hands on his chest. He started to lean in, trying to kiss me; I moved out of the way when I heard someone coming down the stairs and walk in to the other room. I wanted to kiss him, but I didn't like when people saw me kissing anyone, not that I have kissed anyone besides Matt. I was just about to lean in to kiss him on the lips when I heard someone walk in to the room.

"....Hey can you go get some milk? We ran out," it was Jack; I didn't know he was still here. His eyes landed on me in Matt's lap and I saw anger flowing through his eyes, making me frightened to look at him, so I looked at Matt who was looking at me.

"Do you want to go with me?" He asked. I was about to say yes when Jack's angry voice cut me off.

"I need his help with cooking dinner. Some families are coming over tonight and Zack told me he was a good cook so..?" I looked down at Matt to see if he was going to say something, but he was looking at me.

"Um... I guess I can help you cook... I'm not really good." I whispered looking up at him then moving my eyes to look at the floor. I crawled off of Matt and to the other side of the couch so he could get up. He got up giving me a kiss on the lips; I could feel Jack's eyes on us as he did. When Matt pulled away he walked out the door. When we heard his car drive away, Jack pulled me up by the back of my shirt and the next thing I know I am on my bed laying on my back with him on top of me. He leaned down to whisper in my ear.

"I have always wanted to do this to you; that is why I let you stay here. But then you started hanging out with him. I don't like that. Have you fucked him yet?" I shook my head to scared to say anything.

"Good I want to be your first," he said with an evil smile and my eyes widened. I tried to get him off of me but he is too strong.

"Stop please. Get off." I wined, almost crying. He then started grinding his hips into mine, his left hand holding my hands down above my head not letting me move them. He looked down at me and smiled that evil smile that wanted me to hide where he couldn't find me, he then kissed me. I have always wanted him to kiss me but not this way, he tried to open my mouth with his but I wouldn't let him. He then bit my bottom lip and that made me gasp letting his tongue exploring my mouth. By the time he pulled away, he was already taking my pants off. I tried to get him to stop but he wouldn't.

"Lay still," he whispered pulling my pants down. He looked me in the eyes and smiled. Everything went dark.

I jumped up in a sitting position looking at my bedroom door, covered in sweat. Just a dream, I pulled the covers off of me and made my way to the bathroom. Very slowly, still a little tired and scared from my dream. When I got to the bathroom, I closed the door and turned and looked in the mirror, I have bags under my eyes and tears on my checks. Why did I dream about him? And why did I dream about him doing that to me? What if he really wants to do that to me? I put my hand on the side of the sink and looked down thinking about the dream and what I should do next. I could go and see if I can sleep in Matt's room, but would he let me? Would that be pushing our relationship, or whatever we are, too far? The only thing that really came to my mind was going to Jack's room and sleeping in there, but I was a little scared to see him after my dream, and a little upset about what he had told me.

"What do I do now?" I looked back at myself in the mirror. I sighed and made my way out of the bathroom and into my room, opening the closet to look for some shorts and a tank top. After looking for about ten minutes, I found some baby blue short shorts that went to my mid-thigh and a black tank top. Closing the door I started to walk to the bedroom door, but I stopped when I got close to the door.

"What am I going to do? Just walk in to his room and ask him if I can sleep in his room because I am scared?" I felt stupid for talking to myself, but I don't really care right now. I was just scared of what I was thing, I wanted to go into Jack's room and sleep in there with him but I was scared that I was just a game, that he was playing a joke on me. I could feel the tears wanting to come out but I didn't let them. I opened the door and walked out of the room and down the hall to the left were I knew that Matt would be down there in his room most likely asleep. When I got to his door, I knocked on it waiting a few minutes to listen for him to say something.

"Come in," I heard his voice say. So I opened the door and saw that he was sitting on his bed with is laptop on his lap. He looked over his computer at me. When he saw the tears that were falling from my eyes he got up and put it on his table and walked over to me, putting his arms around me, hugging me very tight. He started to pull me over to his bed so we were laying on it.

"What's wrong?" he pulled away to look me in the eyes. There was something in his eyes that I couldn't make out. I didn't really want to tell him why I was crying like a baby, but I don't think he would let me stay in his room with him if I didn't.

"I had a nightmare, it really scared me. I'm kind of used to Jack sleeping in the bedroom with me, but I kind of don't want to see him or even think about him....ever." I whispered the last part my eyes down casted to the covers that we were laying on.

"Why is that? What did he say?" His voice sounded like he cared but his eyes side something different and I couldn't tell what it was.

"He really didn't do anything to me... I'm not really sure why I don't want to talk to him." He pulled me a little closer to him, making me on my back with him hovering over me.

"Maybe it's because he doesn't like you? Maybe it's because he just wants to make fun of you for being gay? Oh I know what it is..." I didn't understand why he was saying all this, but I knew it was true. Jack didn't like me; he was just trying to make fun of me. I could feel the tears that had stopped long ago start up again.

"He doesn't want to date some as stupid as you. But I could date you..." His right hand moved down to my hips and dug his nails into them making sure to leave a mark. He moved his left hand up to mine to pin them above my head.

"What do you say Max?" What do I say? He's starting to hurt me. I can't say yes to him if he keeps doing this to me. But I can't say no.

"Max... if you say no I going to hurt you a lot more that I am right now." My eyes went wide... If I say no he is going to hurt me more? I tried to get away from him, but he is stronger than me.

"Please stop, you're hurting me..." I knew the tears were falling, but I didn't care right now. All I cared about was getting away from Matt, he is scaring me.

"No matter what you say I'm going to hurt you, but if you say yes then it won't be as bad." I finally looked up to meet his eyes. Red, they are red. Does that mean it's his wolf doing this to me? If it is then he could kill me right now.

"Okay, fine yes." I looked over to his desk to I didn't have to look in to his eyes.

"Good, and for now on I want you to call me sir, do you understand?" I looked up in to his eyes, which were back to his normal color now, with wide eyes. He wanted me to call him sure? When I didn't answer him right away he dug his nails deeper in to my hips making me let out a small cry of pain.

"Yes," I gasped out with watery eyes.

"Yes what, Max?" I didn't even think about it when I said, I just knew he was going to hurt me no matter what, so what do I got to lose?

"Yes sir." He smile down on me with an evil smile.

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