she don't like the lights ~ #Wattys2015

Ch. 57: Night Scares

Ariana's POV

When the fire went off, I got scared too, I just didn't say anything. And then Justin just grabbed my head and kissed me. I really miss that feeling. The feeling of butterflies in your stomach because the guy you love his literally kissing you passionately.

When he grabbed me, at first I'm just like 'what the fuck' but then, oh my god, it was just... Perfection.

I guess he didn't mind making out with me in front of all of them. We just ignored them because we felt safe with each other.

"Was making out really necessary?" Chaz said in annoyance.

I kept quiet.

"Yeah, it was," Justin laughed, looking at me.

I couldn't help but blush.

"You made us waste all the marshmallows," chaz said with a straight face.

Justin reached into his pocket and pulled out a twenty dollar bill. "We good now?" He said, handing him the twenty bucks.

"Why are you guys all about the money?" I laughed.

"Because twenty dollars is like twenty cents to Justin," Chaz said, pulling the twenty bucks out of his hand.

"I'm tired, going to bed, BYE!" Chaz said, heading upstairs.

"Same, bye," Karson yawned.

"I'll be there in a sec," Luke winked at Karson.

"Don't go too hard," I heard Luke whisper to Justin.

"Shut up," Justin murmured, pushing him away.

He ran upstairs and walked into Karson's room shutting the door behind him.

"I-I'm not gonna," Justin said awkwardly.

"No..." I replied awkwardly.

"Well um, good night," he said with awkward silence between us.

"Night," I said, heading upstairs.

UGH I MADE SUCH A FUCKING FOOL OUT OF MYSELF! "No..." WHAT THE FUCK WAS I THINKING!?

Oh my god, today was literally the most awkward moment of my life. 

But it was also the best.

I don't deal with guys I like very well, I've already mentioned. But I've dated Justin before! Why is it so complicated?

Maybe it's that he doesn't remember anything, but he does remember the way to hug me.

It's like he knows I like my hugs that way, and that he only does it for me.

I've pushed the past behind me, I'm not going to think about it ever again. At least I don't think I will. I hope I won't.

The whole house was lights off. I'm pretty sure I'm the only one awake right now.

I headed back downstairs to fill myself a cup of water.

I walk inside the kitchen trying to find the light, then I grab a cup from the cabinet and fill it with water.

I heard a slight rumble from the halls. It's probably just Chaz.

Then I heard it again. It's scaring me a bit.

I peak my head out of the kitchen and didn't see anything. I walk out of the kitchen, slowly walk towards the door with much fear.

Suddenly a hand touched my shoulder, I swiftly turn around and accidentally spill my water all over Justin.