I Love You Two >>boyxboy SEQUEL

11.I Can't Imagine

A/N: if the picture at the top shows up (I have really bad luck with wattpad and pictures so it probably didn't :/ please tell me if it's there haha) that's Louis later on with one of the twins :)

"Okay Mrs. Adams, have a nice day, I'll call you with the results." Harry smiled and exited the room, he bit his lip, that little girl had many bad possibilities of illnesses and he was trying to look at the bright side to not scare the mother to think badly.

He went into another room where he did a 13 year check up, and then it was his lunch break. He went home and had lunch with Louis and the girls, then he three more appointments and got the results from the lab, he held his breath while looking at them at his desk and set them down, covering his face.

"Fuck," he whispered, his eyes tearing up. He grabbed his phone and dialed Louis' number and waiting impatiently for the rings.

"H? It's nap time!" Louis groaned.

"Louis.. That little girl, Jane, she.." Harry closed his eyes and shook his head, taking a deep breath. "I don't know how I can tell someone that their kid might die, I can't imagine this happening to us.. I've had this little girl as a patient ever since she was two days old.. I hate doing this, this is what I hate about my job. I love making people better, not telling them they are getting worse, I can't do it." Harry wept, Louis frowned on the other side of the phone.

"Harry, babe, I know how hard this part of the job is for you. But remember Kayleigh? She had leukemia and she is perfectly okay now, don't stress yourself out love, this could have a great outcome."

"She has brain metastasis, it doesn't have a cure, the latest she can live to is eight and she's four... She's just an innocent little girl.. Her family nor her deserves this."

"Just do what you know you can Harry, and know that it's enough, okay? If it's not possible for her to get all of the help she needs, hopefully there will be in the future, and you did what you could... I'm sorry I can't stay on the phone, but Lizzy just woke up and she's hungry, but I will talk to you at home, okay? The girls and I love you so much baby."

"I love you guys too. Thank you for listening while you could, I'll see you at home. Bye."

"Bye Harry."

He made his next call, Jane's mum Abigail, and he told her to come with her husband as soon as possible, they came within half an hour.

"Did you get the results?" Abigail asked as soon as they sat down in Harry's office.

"Yes," the two a crossed from them held hands, Abigail's knuckles were white and shaking. "I called you here because this doesn't deserve to be told over the phone.."

"Are you saying it's not good? Because usually you don't have to come in for results."

"I'm afraid it's not Mr. Adams," Harry shook his head.

"W-what's the matter then?"

"I, I hate to be the person that has to tell you this, but Jane has been diagnosed with brain metastasis, a brain tumor that has spread throughout her body.. We can do chemotherapy and she will have to be hospitalized, the chemo will only reduce it, not stop it or get rid of it.. That means that," Harry's breath caught in his throat when he looked at Abigail and her husband.

"That, the longest s-she can live is to possibly eight, but only if the treatment goes good... I'm so sorry," Harry's eyes had tears glistening in them and it didn't help watching the two people in front of him crying.

xxx

Harry was really upset when he got home, he hugged each of his kids for about five minutes each, even Kendall and Kayla. He didn't want anything bad to ever happen to them, he didn't know what he would do.