WithOut You (Zayn Malik) (Editing)

Chapter 19

I needed to go back home. Back to my family, back to Ryan. I wanted to go away but my heart told me to stay. I felt him combing my hair. It made me feel calm. I looked up at him. He smiled and kissed my forehead. I wanted to stay like this but I also wanted to leave run away.

He started to lean in. Is he going to kiss me? No is not because he was a girlfriend. I don't want to be the one that separate them. I looked at his eyes. I felt his lips on mine. I didn't kiss back, I didn't know what to do. Kiss him back or push him.

I kissed him back. 

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(Katie's POV)

I kissed him back. His lips were soft. I felt sparks but not like I did with Ryan. Our lips moved in sync, like if they were meant to be together. I felt his arms make way down to my waist. I was lifted and brought over his legs. My legs were on each of his side.

We took a breath because we were kissing to long.We stopped kissing and looked at each other. He leaned in again but I backed away. I tried to get up but Zayn tighten his grip. I looked at him. He looked away trying to break eye connect with me.

"Zayn" I said but got cut off by him talking

"I'm sorry Katie, I didn't mean to kiss you" he said but still not making eye contact with me. I sighed. I put my hands on his cheek. I turned his head, making him look at me. I looked at his eyes trying to find something but I just saw hurt.

I leaned in. I placed me lips on his. He didn't do anything at first. But then he started to kiss back. I need to feel his lips again. His hands moved up and down my back, sending shivers down. My hands wrapped around his neck. My fingers started to play with his hair.

I can tell the kiss was getting heated. I felt his hands go under his sweater, that I was wearing. I moved my hands to his chest. I needed more but I know it was wrong. It was like his lips were a drug, a drug that once you use it you need more. We broke the kiss.

"I now you wanted to kiss me and I told you I was getting you back, didn't I " Zayn said with a smirk. I got up and walked away. What the hell. That means he used me to get me bad. I'm going to kill him. I walked to the bedroom and slammed the door shut. I went to the bed and laid down.

I heard the door open. I turned and laid my head on the pillow not wanting to look at him. I felt him sit on the edge of the bed. I covered myself with the covers. He pulled them away from me. I didn't want him near me. Why the hell did I even kiss him back in the first place.

"Katie look I'm sorry I didn't mean to do that" he said while placing his hand on my leg. I quickly moved my leg away from his touch.

(Liam's POV)

I was going into the room I shared with Zayn when I heard my name. I turned to see Regina walking towards me. She stopped in front of me. She had different clothes on. Girl clothes. Wonder where she got them. I smiled at her and she did the same.

"They wanted me to tell you if you wanted to come watch a movie at their hotel room" she said. I noticed she nervous. So I decides to make her calm down. I grabbed her hand and I felt her calm down. She started to walk not letting to of my hand.

I smiled and walked beside her. When we got to Louis and Harry's room they had food and snacks. Louis was putting in a DVD and Harry was sitting down. They turned when they heard us. Louis and Harry raised an eyebrow.

"So since when did y'all start going out" Louis said sitting down next to Harry. We looked down at our hands that were still intertwined. We quickly broke it. I felt my cheek heat up. Regina walked and sat on the coach. Louis moved and sat in between her legs.