WithOut You (Zayn Malik) (Editing)

Chapter 31

Katie's POV

I quietly paced all my clothes to get ready to leave to where every we are going. I haven't looked at Zayn seen what happened in the morning. I can tell he wants to say or ask me something but He just stays quiet. I don't get him his in his world while everyone else is here. I just finished zipping my bag with there is a knock on the door. I quickly head over knowing Zayn wont get it. In his world and with a cigarette, he blocks everything else out. I open the door.

"You ready?" asked a brunette 

"Yeah, just let me get my bag and we will go" I quickly walk back into the room and pickup my bag from the side on my bed. I look up, looking out towards the balcony, with getting a glance at Zayn still smoking, I walk back towards the door and out the door with Louis. 

"Just ask me, Lou" I sighed knowing he is dying to ask something.

"Where's Zayn, is he coming too?" He asked while we made our way towards the entrance.I quickly stopped the rest of the guys and the girls standing there.  

I sighed and looked at him " His outside on the balcony and I really don't know if he is or not" 

"Okay, is everyone here?"

.~.

On the way to where ever we were going. I would always get questions about Zayn and I always answer the same I dont know, If he is or is not, I laid my head against the window looking as the car,trees,grass,animal,people,store, pretty much everything past by. I made sure to block Louis out, unless I would be in great trouble. I closed my eyes and rethought about everything that has happened since the day of that concert.

1.I lost one of my friends

2. I found out something that I didn't want to know at all, They are vampires

3. I was kidnapped to be a blood bag

4. im falling for one of them

5. They treat me like a family (not that i don't like it)

6. im running away from a vampire that is trying to kill me

7. im dating a vampire

8. I was the reason a famous relationship was over

9. im died to my family and friend except Regina

10. My life is a wreck and its driving my crazy

I slowly opened my to see Louis staring at me. I looked away. I felt something fall from the coner of my eyes and slowly run down my cheek. I dont notice I was crying, no wonder louis was staring at me. I quickly wiped my eyes with the sleeveof my cardian. I looked around the car to notice everyone with a smile on thier lips, expect Louis who has a frown on. 

"Louis, are you okay?" I asked quietly

His head snapped quickly towards me, I was afraid because Im sure I heard a it crack. "Why didn't you tell Zayn about us?" 

I looked away. "because...... I dont know" 

'Well, He went crazy when he went he went back into the room and found that you weren't there, you want to know what he did?"

I shook my head, I know it wont do anything he would still tell me

" He trashed the whole hotel room thinking that they took you and he couldn't do anything about it, he almost killed himself knowing that you weren't by his side, that they took you away from him. He mind link me telling me that you weren't there. I toled him that you were with us and that we already left, also he's on his way or his already there, Im pretty sure his going to be pissed"

I swallowed a lump when he said the last part. Zayn going to kill me now, no doubt at all. He's nt going to give me a second glance before he kills me. But does it make a different about my life now, my life is already fucked up, Zayn is any going to fuck it up even more. But like I care. I glanced at Louis and saw that he was looking at me with guilt in his eyes.

"We are here, Looks like Zayn beat us to it" Harry's voice made me snap out of my thoughts and freeze in my place.  I didn't move from the sit I was on. Everyone stepped out of the car with their bags and into the house. Zayn just stood there staring at the car, his gaze on me. He started making his way towards the car, like the baby I was I ran towards the house.

"Where do you think you're going?" Zayn was standing right in front of me with fist on his side.

"N-n-nowhere" I gulped when I saw him stepping towards me. Each step he took I would step back. Next thing I know Im against a wall with Zayn's hand on my throat. I let go of a scream. His eyes turned red. My hands went towards his wrist, digging my nails in. I heard footsteps coming close. Zayn lean closer, being inches away from my face.

"What Im going to do with you?, You shouldn't have done what you did, did you know that, Katie?" Zayn asked rashly. I gasped for air, I saw everyone looking at the both of us with shocked faces. I looked back at Zayn in the eyes. It got harder to breath and his grasp got tighter by the minute. I saw that Louis left with the girls and quickly came back.

"Let her go mate, you dont want to do this, she's your mate, you love her, you dot and wont lose her, let her go Zayn" Harry told Zayn. His grip got tighter, I gasped from air before I spoke

"Kill me Zayn, finish me, my life is ruined already, you will do me a big favor. It just shows me all that you said and did was a lie, a complete lie, so Zayn are you waiting for." I said in a low whisper but Im sure the other guys hear it. Zayn stayed in place, red eyes, fangs out, deep breaths. I tensed when he lowered his head towards my neck.

He inhaled. His grip loosed and warped me in a hug. I felt tears fall. I looked at the behind Zayn to see the guys relax, they gave my a sad smile and felt. Zayn hugged me tight and nuzzled his head in the crook my neck. I hugged him back, loving how I feel when Im in his arms. He pulled away and face me, the look in his eyes tole me he didn't mean it. The brown I fell for.

"Im sorry, I didn't mean any of those thing i said, I was just scared. I just want this thing to be over, so i can have a normal life Zayn, not that I think being followed my fans and paparazzi is boring or anything it ju-" I felt his lips crush against mine shutting me up. His hands lowered to my thighs, he gave them a sneeze signaling me to jump. I wrapped my legs around his waist. His tough asking for entrance. I parted my mouth I felt him carry me somewhere without breaking the kiss.

He opened a door, quickly kicking it closed. His hands went all around my body, exploring every inch he can get. I hand in his hair tugging and messing it. He laid me down, breaking the kiss and going down to my neck. Biting,sucking and tugging while his hand went under my shirt pulling it over my head and tossing it, somewhere around the room. My hand moved by themselves, they pull his shirt of and also tossing it. He looked down at my now expose chest before kissing me again.

"Zayn" I whispered biting my lip

"Shhh... Don't be too loud babe" 

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I was listing to Ariana's new album while righting this so yeah.    Im going to try and write more often -school-    Im going to try and do author note too.   I writing this at midnight, some in the morning the next day.

Next Update: Thursday or Friday