WithOut You (Zayn Malik) (Editing)

Chapter 39

Zayn’s POV

She said it but did she mean it tho. I looked at her while I walked back towards the house even if the house was on the other side of town. She closed her eyes but she didn’t fall asleep. She would open them look around smile and then close them again.

“You know being here is peaceful” her voice was heard. People passing by gave us weird faces or smile. I smiled back and ignored the others. I gave her a small smile turning her in my arms. She wrapped her arms and legs around me and laid her cheek on my shoulder.

“Your right, it is peaceful, with you here its amazing, I’m glad you’re here with me and the lads and girls too” I chuckled at the last part. She giggled her breath hitting my neck also feeling her smile. Held her tighter while we walked through a crowd, her doing the same.

“I’m glad too, I’m with the people I love and care about, I hate being around people that hurt others, Zayn” she came closer towards me and whispered in my ear “I rather stay with you at the house in the bedroom, alone”

I groaned and stared to walk a little fast, holding her tighter and with her giggling in my neck. I laughed and kissed her cheek. When we were in an opening, I spun around making us laugh, loudly. Then I being to walk away and towards the house again.

“Are they still at the house, because I want to be alone and go to sleep I haven’t slept in about three days, I want to be with you, please” she asked when we turned towards our house. I looked at her and then back towards the street.

Louis, can you guys leave, she wants to be alone and go to sleep, I also what to spend time with her as long as I can, tell them they can come tomorrow or another day.

Alright, I will tell them and I’m glad you found her

I nodded and kissed her temple, seeing her eyes slowly closing by the second. I opened the door to see everyone standing in the living room looking at us with big smiles on their lips. I smiled at them while they patted my back and kissed her head. They walked out closing the door behind them.

I walked towards the stairs and up to the room pushing her up more, tighter. I opened the door to our room seeing that some thing were still around the room, not moved back in place. I walked over towards the bed with her and carefully laying her down and pulling the covers over.

“Zayn, no I need to take a shower” she said standing up slowly and walked towards the bathroom. I rolled my eyes grabbing her and throwing her over my shoulder and into the bed. She screams when hitting the bed. I turned to see that she quickly was in front of me,

“What the hell was that for Zayn?!” she yelled rubbing her left eye from sleep.

“You have to get some sleep, you can get a shower tomorrow or when you wake up, okay? Please just get some rest with me I haven’t slept neither” I wrapped my arms around her walked towards the bed making her fall onto it.

“Fine” she kissed me moving up and I lay on her chest, wishing I could hear a heartbeat again. We lay there with nothing but silence, no heartbeat, no blood rushing through veins just silence. Her finger combed threw my hair, mess it up, but I didn’t care at the moment, I’m just glad that I have her with me and I’m going to make it like that forever.

I moved my hands where I could hold hers and intertwined our fingers together. I kissed in between her chest and pulling her hands down along with mine. I heard her giggle and shiver making me smiled into her skin. I kissed her chest again before looking up at her again.

“Why are you not asleep yet?” I asked holding back a smile knowing that I’m the reason she’s not asleep. I left her shift under me.

“Because I have been distracted be someone, also I’m hearing thing that I think I might not want to hear, like “I wish you were died” “ I wish you were a guy so I could hit you” “ I want to kill you so bad right now” and “I want to fuck you right now but we’re in your parents house” I made a disgust face “ Yeah I didn’t want to hear that but I am and I don’t like it at all”