This Evening...
Your sat on the sofa waiting for kenan to get home from training, which your hoping wouldn't be long. You decided to scroll through your instagram comments to pass the time, which you knew wouldn't be a good idea but you couldn't stop yourself.
And right now your wishing you did.
The second you saw the comments, your heart sank... your eyes filled with tears. You don't understand why people are being so bitter towards you.
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user222894565 she actually thinks he loves her... HILARIOUS
user5100111579 she ain't even pretty
user636290105 how could someone as perfect as kenan love someone like her 🥴
user738290107 he could do better
user899726212 girl wake up!!! he doesn't love you 🤦🏼♀️
user428971002 she's after the money😂😂
You through your phone across the room and pull your knees up to your chest. You feel like your sinking into the sofa.
The voices in your head are getting louder and louder, repeating that one comment "he doesn't love you" over and over and over and over again.
You cover your ears, trying to block out the noise. You close your eyes shut, as the walls around you seem to be closing in.
You were so lost in your own world, that you didn't hear the front door open, you didn't hear kenan calling your name. It's only when he wraps his arms around you that you know he's there.
"shh shh" he whispers, holding onto you tightly. "i've got you baby" he says, stroking your hair to calm you. "i've got you" he whispers.
Your breathing is still uneasy... your heart is still pounding.
Kenan slowly pulls back and cups your cheeks. You close your eyes trying to avoid eye contacy "baby... baby look at me" he says, you shake your head with eyes still shut. "please baby... please" he begs "noooo" you whine, shaking your head again. "okay... okay" kenan mumbles.
"here" he whispers, taking your hand in his and pressing your palm against his chest. "you feel that baby... you feel my heartbeat" he says and you slowly nod.
Kenan leans forward resting his forehead against yours "breathe with me" he whispers. You take a deep breath and slowly breath out "that's it baby" he whispers, his hand still resting ontop of yours.
As you follow his steady heartbeat you eventually calmed down, the tears on your cheek dried up and collapse into his chest.
Kenan wraps his arms around you tightly "I've got you baby" he whispers, kissing the top of your head.
You take a deep breath as you feel your body relaxing in his arms. "do you wanna talk about it" he asks.
You slowly lift your head and look into your eyes. "people were saying... you dont love me" you say, holding back your tears.
Kenans heart breaks "oh baby..." he says, cupping your cheeks. "i love you more than anything... I don't want anyone else but you" he says, gently pecking your lips.
As he pulls away, he wipes a tear from your cheek. "Don't cry baby... i hate seeing you cry" he whispers.
You take a deep breath and lean your head against his shoulder. "Your my number one girl" he says, kissing your head gently. "And I don't care what anyone else says... i love you so much and i always will" he says, making you smile.
You look up at him, still resting your head on his shoulder. "I love you too" you whisper, making him smile too.
