Who Knew: This is it

It's never gonna be safe again.

ABBY'S POV

-In case you've forgotten, Ryan is the guy who Abby kissed when she went to Durmstrang. He's played by Bradley Will Simpson.-

I wake up in the morning with the sunlight in my eyes. I see Brooke struggling to wake up. "Normally
I'd remember it's Hogwarts we're going back to, and I'd be motivated to get up, but now, but even that can motivate me to get out of my bed." I say, sitting up in my bed. "Trust me, nothing has ever motivated me to get out of bed." Brooke says, also sitting up. My hair was washed last night, so I didn't need to wash it today. Brooke had to wash her hair today, so she made me wake up early in order for me to motivate her to get out of bed. "Brooke, go wash your hair, while I sleep for another half an hour." I say. She groans and gets out of bed, grumbling. She grabs her wash bag and her towel and goes out of the room. I try and go back to sleep, but I can't so I get up and double check I've got everything. I sit back down on my bed and think about what this years gonna be like. Harry's gone. Hermione's gone. Ron's gone. Dumbledore's gone. And Voldemort's taken over everything. Nothing's ever gonna be the same again, unless they find the horcruxes and kill him. I flop down on my bed. Bill comes into the room. "What's up." He says. "Nothing just... Thinking." I say, and sit up. He sits down next to me. "There are loads of things to think about, but knowing you, there are only 4 things on your mind. Harry, Voldemort, Hogwarts, and your family." He says. "You just summed up my thoughts." I say smiling. "Don't you worry. Everything is gonna be okay. I promise you." He says. Brooke walks in with her towel round her and Bill and Brooke jump. Bill rushes out of our room and Brooke slams the door, and I burst out laughing, falling back on my bed. "I can't believe that happened." Brooke says, fumbling around in her cupboard to find some clothes. "I have nothing to wear!" She moans. "Shut up you have loads to wear." I say. I go over to her cupboard and pick out an outfit for her. I go to the bathroom and wash my face and brush my teeth and all that jazz. I go back to my room to see Brooke's done and she's doing her hair and makeup. "I didn't know you cared so much about how you look." I say smirking. She chucks a pillow at me which I barely dodge. "I want to make a good impression on the people who are younger than us. Have to enjoy our last year at Hogwarts!" She says. "Something tells me this isn't going to be a very enjoyable year." I say dryly. I go to my cupboard and choose an outfit. In the end, I end up wearing a black fringed t-shirt, black jeans, a black leather jacket and black Tims. I put on some deep red lipstick, some eyeliner and mascara. I curl my hair and wave it down. I bound down the stairs, trying to act excited for going back to Hogwarts.

"Any other news?" I ask as I walk into the kitchen. As soon as I ask that, everyone looks at me with worry and pity in their eyes. "What is it? What's happened?" I ask, getting really worried. "It's Ryan." Charlie says. "What about Ry, what's happened?" I ask, tears threatening to fall down. "He's been killed." Bill says. The tees fall down my cheeks as soon as I hear that. "NO! Bill please tell me you're lying!" I say, in full hysterics. "Abby, it's true." He says. He gets up and puts his arms around me. I instantly put my arms around him. "It's been ages since I saw him, and now I'm never gonna get to see him again." I cry onto Bill's shoulder. He holds me. I hear footsteps coming down the stairs, people laughing. I turn around to see Fred and Brooke are coming down the stairs. Fred and Brooke see my tear filled face. "Abby, what happened?" He asked. "Ry's dead." I whisper and then I run up to my room and slam the door. I flip down on my bed and cry into my pillow. I can't believe he's gone. After everything we've been through, he left me. I knew this would be dangerous. WHY DID YOU LEAVE ME RYAN!? I cry hysterically into my pillow. I think about all the times me and Ryan had together. When he came to Hogwarts, and we snuck into the Quidditch cupboard at midnight because we couldn't sleep. When I went to Durmstrang and we played truth or dare with Connor and Liam. When we kissed, and everything went wrong. When he came to visit me after I got kidnapped by Voldemort and we apologised to each other. WHY!? Why did he have to leave?!