Chapter 5

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Collins P.O.V.

I sat in the kitchen for several more minutes thinking about well, Liam. To be honest with you I was a little jealous of Hannah and Liam's relationship, and how it is so much better than mine and Liam's. I know I was the one that dumped Liam, but I did what I did because I wouldn't be able to stand the separation problems.

"You okay there you look like your in deep thought," Niall questioned curiously while scanning the inside of the refrigerator for food.

"Yeah, just thinking like you said," I responded nervously, because I really didn't wan't him to ask about what I was thinking about.

"Mind me asking?" he asked.

Crap.

I had this whole made up crap in my head that would be the perfect lie to tell, but me being me blurted my real thoughts out, "Liam."

"Liam? Why were you thinking about Li-," he cut his self off and eyed me suspiciously. "Are you thinking about what I think you're thinking about?" he wiggled his eyebrows jokingly.

"I don't know," I replied, and my hands were beginning to sweat.

"I won't tell," Niall smiled and patted me on the back to reassure me as he left with his jar of pickles.

I let out a sigh then headed towards my bunk to maybe get some sleep and stop thinking about Liam.

Once I got to my bunk I noticed Hannah was in her bunk. I was going to tell her good night, but I realized she was asleep. I then decided to just crawl in my bed and try to get some sleep because tomorrow was going to be a nerve wreaking day for me.

"Hey Collins are you awake?" I heard a girlie British voice say.

I opened my eyes slightly and saw Hannah's face directly in front of mine.

"Hello Hannah?" I replied questionably to why she was up at three a.m.

"I couldn't sleep," she said shyly and crawled onto my bunk. I'm guessing she wanted to talk so I rolled my eyes and sat up to hear what she had to say.

"Can I ask you something?" Hannah began.

"Sure."

"Liam and I have been having some problems, and your a girl so I need your advice," she continued. "I know I don't know you that well, but your the only girl I can talk to about this."

"What about your mom?" I asked hoping she would get the picture that I was tired, and really didn't wan't to talk to this girl about my ex-boyfriend. 

"She um, passed away when I was eight."

Now I feel like a complete jerk...

"Alright, tell me what's going on," I sighed and said, because I did feel guilty about my previous thoughts.

"It's just he seems really distant, I mean you used to be friends with him right?" Hannah questioned. "You probably know why he is being so distant."

Yeah, but we used to be more than friends I thought to myself....

"I'm not a mind reader, and he is just a boy anyway," I laughed and hugged Hannah to make her feel better.

"I think he has feelings for another girl though," Hannah implied to add on to her problems.

"Another girl?" I questioned.

"Yeah, she's their stylist," Hannah pouted. "Her name's Leah."

Great. Just another reason for me to be angry and jealous...

"Liam would never cheat on you, I'll make sure he treats you right," I reassured Hannah and basically shoved her off the bed so I could sleep.

"I'm guessing you wanna sleep," Hannah laughed and climbed back onto her bunk to go back to sleep as well.

Thank God.

I heard Hannah sigh as she got fell asleep. I know how she feels... Liam can make you angry at him, aggravated, whatever you wanna call it, but there is one thing that makes me love Liam and  it's his heart. I know Liam would never hurt someone intentionally unless it was, well me. Liam did try and make me jealous last year by dating Danielle again, but that only wen't wrong. Harry and Danielle started dating because of Liam and I. 

I think three hours have passed and I still haven't gone to sleep. I wasn't able to sleep, because jealousy was clouding my mind. While I was having all of these thoughts I did realize that I was still deeply in love with Liam, to tell the entire truth I'd never fallen out of love with Liam. I just broke up with Liam to spare his heart, and now he's found a great girl that he can be with. I was happy for Liam that he had found someone that makes him happy the only thing is...

I'm not happy.

Hey Guys! This is another pretty short Chapter, but this is the last short one for a while though... I promise! I hope you guys are liking the book so far! ALSO PLEASE ADD, COMMENT, OR VOTE.

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Shy

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