When Life Comes Crashing down

Cancer

IM BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!

I look over at Niall and say quietly

"Can I show you a song I made?"

"Sure, love" He replies

"Come down to the basement then" I stand up.

I walk down the stairs grab Nialls guitar and start to play.

All credit goes to MCR

Turn away,
If you could get me a drink
Of water 'cause my lips are chapped and faded
Call my aunt Marie
Help her gather all my things
And bury me in all my favorite colors,
My sisters and my brothers, still,
I will not kiss you,
'Cause the hardest part of this is leaving you.

Now turn away,
'Cause I'm awful just to see
'Cause all my hairs abandoned all my body,
Oh, my agony,
Know that I will never marry,
Baby, I'm just soggy from the chemo
But counting down the days to go
It just ain't living
And I just hope you know

That if you say (if you say)
Goodbye today (goodbye today)
I'd ask you to be true (cause I'd ask you to be true)

'Cause the hardest part of this is leaving you
'Cause the hardest part of this is leaving you.

I finish and look up.

"It's called Cancer" I wrote it last night.

Niall grins

"It's amazing" He tells me

I lean over and hug him. (I don't know if I already had said it but 5SOS are living in apartments 2 blocks down) I pull away standing up and walk over to the drums as Niall walks up stairs. I grab the drumsticks starting a small simple rythym.

I look up to see Ashton. I look at him and smile

"Hi Ashton"

"Hey Ash" He replies.

I grin a big Cheshire grin at him and then stand walking towards the stairs passing him.

He grabs my hand and pulls me back lightly. I stumble slightly but not much. I look at him with a cocked head.

"I really like you Ashley and I know you're with Niall but I just had to tell you." Ashton tells me quietly.

"I'm not exactly with Niall. And I actually uhm..... just give me some time okay?" I reply and then pull my hand away walking out.