When Life Comes Crashing down

Amnesia

a/n I'm adding 5sos to this story just letting you know

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I woke the next morning and see Niall still asleep. 

I get up and walk out going downstairs, when I get down I notice that 1. louis and harry are talking to people in the lounge and 2. those people are 5SOS. I look and then go the kitchen taking out the orange juice and pouring my self a glass then walk to the lounge still in pj's and yawning with my hair a mess. I sit on a chair and they still dont notice me. I go on my phone till I hear one of the members say to another "Who's that girl?" I look up from my phone and yawn and just look at them. "She's a girl from school we have to babysit her for like 5 months i think" louis tells them. I just sit there and then stand up and start to walk out. I walk out and go the basement where all the instruments are and I take nialls guitar from the rack. I start playing around with it and start singing a song named Amnesia that I heard on the internet

I drove by all places we used to hang out getting wasted I thought about our last kiss the way it felt the way you tasted and even though your friends tell me your doing fine

Are you somewhere feeling lonely even though hes right beside you? when he says those words that hurt you do you read the ones i wrote?

Sometimes I start to wonder was it just a lie? if what we had was real how could you be fine?

I remember the day you told me you were leaving I remember the make-up running down your face and the dreams you left behind you didnt need them like every single wish we ever made I wish I could wake up with amnesia and forget about the stupid little things like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you  and the memories I never can escape

'Cause I'm not fine at all

The pictures you sent me they're still living in my phone I'll admit I like to see them I'll admit I feel alone all my friends keep asking why I'm not around

It hurts to know your happy yeah it hurts that you've moved on it hurts to hear your name when I havent seen you in so long

It's ike we never happened was it just a lie? If what we had was real how can you be fine?

'Cause I'm not fine at all

I remember the day you told me you were leaving I remember the make-up running down our face and the dreams you left behind you didnt need them like every single wish we ever made I wish I could wake up with amnesia and forget about the stupid little things like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you and the memories i never can escape

If today I woke up with you right beside me like all of this was just some twisted dream I'd  hold you closer than I ever did before and you'd never slip away and you'd never hear me say!

I remember the day you told me you were leaving I remember the make-up running down your face and the dreams you left behind you didnt need them like every single wish we ever made  I wish I could wake with amnesia and forget the stupid little things like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you and the memories i never can escape

"Cause I'm not fine at all No I'm really not fine at all Tell me this is just a dream 'Cause I'm really not fine at all.

after I was done singing i stop the guitar and looked up to see Ashton Irwin standing there. I got up putting the guitar back saying a quiet "Hey".

"Hey" He replies.

"You're really good" Ashton tells me

"No I'm not I didnt even get the guitar parts right and I cant sing" I tell him

"You are good at singing" He says

"No I'm not anyways I should go up" I tell him and start walking up with him following

I walk to the kitchen putting my cup from the juice back and then I go to the lounge powering my laptop on.  I go on youtube and start playing one of my playlists called The Killers.

While I'm on my laptop I dont notice everyone come in and start talk on the other couch. I look up and the boy I think was named Luke says "All of us are going on tour and you're coming" that's when everything changed.

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A/N hope you liked this chapter! sorry I havent updated lately I've been busy! so I will try to update every day and maybe do a double update tonight! how about 5 votes and 10 comments asking for me to update?