Heartstrings or Handcuffs? (L x Light)

Revelations: The Final Commandment

"So you're not beyond saving, Raito..." L says next to me on the bed.

I snap my head up out of my knees to get a proper look at his face. What is he saying? How has he wound up two steps ahead of me this whole time? And how can he still look so unaffected? My world is falling down around me, and he has a neutral expression on his face.

"Light, what you've done is inexcusable," he announces suddenly, a glint in his eyes, "You hurt people—killed people, do you understand that?"

"Of course I do!" How dare he take me for an idiot? I may not have realized I was wrong before, but I still knew what I was doing.

"Do you also understand that some things are beyond logic?" What? I see his eyes flicker over to Ryuk briefly. Okay...

"Yes," I tell him gruffly, annoyed that he seems to be checking to see I'm not brain dead.

I watch in amazement as the corner of his mouth twitches up into a half-hearted smirk that then grows into a full-blown, blinding smile.

"Then I've decided what my command for the day will be, if you'll allow me to have another." Not this again! As if 'look at what you've done' wasn't bad enough by itself. The worst part is he almost looks smug, like he's mocking me.

I have to put my hand up to shield my eyes from the setting sun peeking in between the curtains to continue looking at him now. The room is bathed in orange. It would almost be pretty...if I wasn't stuck with an asshole.

"Light Yagami, I command you to kiss me." Wha-?

WHAT?! He's not even waiting for an answer! He's just fucking kissing me! Is this what he meant by illogical?!

"Yeuugh, that's a little weird," Ryuk complains.

I try to shove him off of me. This makes no sense.

"You asshole!" I yell when I finally manage to separate our lips, "What do you think I am?! Your TOY?!"

He leans up quickly to put his lips at my ear. I continue to struggle to get him off of me. He doesn't love me. He's just fucking with me. I can't believe this is his idea of a victory lap—it's disgusting.

"I think you've been a very bad boy, Raito..." L coos in my ear before nipping at it. What? In God's name? Is happening to me?

I don't even have time to react beyond freezing in place before he pushes me back on the bed and starts working my belt off!

"O-okay...I-I think I'm gonna...step out for a bit..." Ryuk declares. No! Someone has to fucking save me!

I grapple with L while he continues to try and get my pants undone. "Stop it!" I beg. He ignores me.

Fuck! Why is this turning me on?! He's just trying to use me for his own entertainment...And that's exactly why the sick fuck I am likes this, isn't it? Well, no matter what, I'm not going to give in easily.

L clamps one hand over my mouth while he uses the other to pull my zipper down. I bite it. As far as I can tell, he doesn't even so much as flinch. I put both my hands on his shoulders and push, but he just won't budge.

He finally manages to get my pants undone, and he pauses in undressing me to stroke me through the exposed front of my boxers- Ah! I gasp for air.

"I don't know about you, Light, but somebody seems to like this," L murmurs, the smug bastard.